all over again. why?!
27 February 2011 12:47:00 am
what am i suppose to do? please tell me i'm not getting myself into the same situation again. almost exactly one year ago, sth like dis happened. i hope it will not happen again. i don't ever want it to jeopardize our friendship. pls tell me whatever i'm doing is right. pls, i need some guidance, i need some ears to listen. ok, i will get myself outa this and make sure i don't get hurt. i think i am too believing and naive. just tell me whatever i'm doing is ok. please?
why am i always the one feeling so small, having to curl up lika snail back into its shell?
memory.
19 February 2011 2:22:00 pm
sleepless. restless. heart-racing.insomnia bug has been hitting me badly again. exactly 1 year ago, it hit me real bad that I didn't have proper sleep for 9 days. crying almost every night and still needing to wake up at 6am for my industrial attachment at jurong island, i wonder how i survived that "ordeal". and now it feels like history is repeating itself. and i tink i noe why i'm insomniac, at random periods of the year.
shell SRD interview on 1st march. the final stage, my last shot. this 8 hour long interview with case study, group work and a presentation will be mind-shagging and cells burning. i just need that confidence and miracle from God. if that's where He wants to place me, it will be given unto me((: pray pray pray. gettin' a lil sian with this job application thingy hehs. feeling a lil directionless & disconnected. i'm casting my net so wide but i don't even know what i reali wanna do exactly. tell me how, tell me where.
ogays cheena new year just passed so i'm just gonna spam with pics to show how :D:D:D my CNY was dis yr!
reunion dins nite with grandpa.ah gong is near 90 yrs old alr! 外公万岁万岁万万岁！
tried my hand on making korean rice cakes for chu er :D success yays.
ah ye watching china got talent on my lappie. so cute :D
dins at gim tim restaurant with uncles n aunties!
全家福 ((: dad's side
we had quite a blast at butter on chu er with the merlion hur hur. free entry for babes! sorry guys, ur hadta pay but ur got ang bao aka drink voucher, well except lide. HAHA.next time, pray to God that you were born a female ((:
HAHA, dis is damn FUNNY!
ehhhh...
my lovely babes. 4 years on <3
hearts ((:
on our way to supper!
i love my CNY dis year. ji haps i say. hahaha.
workload's piling up. fyp interim deadline plus prep for my Shell presentation, gotta ace it!
needta stop my korean drama craze. 사랑해오빠! <3<3<3
for now, ciao.
for you, i will keep those beautiful memories of our past. happy v'day and i am happy that you have already found ur happiness ((:
