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22 July 2009 11:58:00 pm
i'm your venus.i'm officially the number 1 lab klutz. i broke 2 beakers on monday. i broke a medium sized rotary flask and tipped over some pure compounds on tuesday. the pure compound is super vital to the paper my PHD student is writing. sighhh. imma freako. my post doc doesn't have confidence in me, she says that there will always bound to sth bad happening when i carry out tasks assigned. its like double work )): )): )):
i got pretty upset over a mini incident last nite. D was toking to me online and told me sth which kinda made me reali emo. lets just say, i found out my good frens went out w/o asking me when we keep telling each other "must meet up soon KAY!" the reason: they tot i was busy so, didn't bother asking.
i know it was pretty silly for me to get all sad over sucha small matter. but still, it did hurt. hurt in the way where they'll tell me lets meet up soon and stuff..but..yeah. i'm sure ur noe that feeling too, all those bee zee bees out there. i know i'm quite bee zee with lab work. its quite normal that some of my friends have grown tired of asking me out cauz i'm always so busy during sch days (with hall stuff). my jc frens (the gang) haven't been asking me out (for 1+ year alr) tho' they do meet pretty regularly. at least we met 2 weeks ago for glenn's 21st.
i do make the effort if i can. it makes me feel so pathetic if i were to ask em "why didn't you call me along" when i find out only afta they met up. i tink i shld get immune to dis. lets just sae, its the price to pay for being so busy, occupied with so much shit. i need to free myself. i need some free time.
i love thursdays :D:D:D thursdays have become going out day for vainpot and me. its dating day. LOL. hahaha. <3 we're goin to the cafe i work at to eat then watch harry, cafe then piggnic or just piggnic. we can feed the swans at the botanic gardens!
i'm gone!
thursday lovin'.
