forgotten.
22 July 2009 11:58:00 pm
i'm your venus.i'm officially the number 1 lab klutz. i broke 2 beakers on monday. i broke a medium sized rotary flask and tipped over some pure compounds on tuesday. the pure compound is super vital to the paper my PHD student is writing. sighhh. imma freako. my post doc doesn't have confidence in me, she says that there will always bound to sth bad happening when i carry out tasks assigned. its like double work )): )): )):
i got pretty upset over a mini incident last nite. D was toking to me online and told me sth which kinda made me reali emo. lets just say, i found out my good frens went out w/o asking me when we keep telling each other "must meet up soon KAY!" the reason: they tot i was busy so, didn't bother asking.
i know it was pretty silly for me to get all sad over sucha small matter. but still, it did hurt. hurt in the way where they'll tell me lets meet up soon and stuff..but..yeah. i'm sure ur noe that feeling too, all those bee zee bees out there. i know i'm quite bee zee with lab work. its quite normal that some of my friends have grown tired of asking me out cauz i'm always so busy during sch days (with hall stuff). my jc frens (the gang) haven't been asking me out (for 1+ year alr) tho' they do meet pretty regularly. at least we met 2 weeks ago for glenn's 21st.
i do make the effort if i can. it makes me feel so pathetic if i were to ask em "why didn't you call me along" when i find out only afta they met up. i tink i shld get immune to dis. lets just sae, its the price to pay for being so busy, occupied with so much shit. i need to free myself. i need some free time.
i love thursdays :D:D:D thursdays have become going out day for vainpot and me. its dating day. LOL. hahaha. <3 we're goin to the cafe i work at to eat then watch harry, cafe then piggnic or just piggnic. we can feed the swans at the botanic gardens!
i'm gone!
thursday lovin'.
romantic date please! :D:D:D
21 July 2009 1:03:00 am
park.i wanna go to telok blangah park!!! :D:D:D the park is also linked to mount faber park and kent ridge park. its like buy 1 get 2 free, HAHA! i'm sooo eggcited. i'm so waiting for the day to come where vainpot brings me there. we'll cook our own food or buy some snacks, bring a piggnic mat + storybook, armed with water and comfy flipflops, start our adventure at telok blangah park and take many many pigggtures (((: oooh, triple chin of happiness. take me on a romantic date to the park k?
i take horrible pouty lippy kissy pigggtures. look at my hideous lips, haha!
we're off to the park! <3<3<3
i forgot, HAPPY 21st SIQI aka LADY BOSS. <3<3<3 i reali appreciate all dat help u haf rendered me these 2 years. i reali look up to you academically and well, u're one zai freak mannn.
LADY BOSS IS ONE YEAR OLDER!
SCBE Nueve V Main Comm <3
SUPPER GANG. TWIST :D:D
till death do us part.
18 July 2009 1:14:00 pm
flabby fatty patty me.i find this pretty funny. i read in the 8DAYS that in year 1983, Michael Jackson introduced the MOONWALK to the world while performing 'Billie Jean' at Motown's 25th anniversary TV special. Clinics everywhere report a rise in cases of sprained ankles. Direct quotation from 8DAYS. zomg, so if i lived during that era and seriously wanted to learn the damn moonwalk, i might have ended up in the clinic with two sprained ankles. LOL. but seriously, i really love the song "You Are Not Alone" by MJ. if only he just did ONE nose job, he would look normal even in laying down there in the coffin. RIP MJ.
vainpot and I wenta Ikea + anchorpoint to do some shopping on thur! it was a quiet afternoon. where time seemed to slow down for us. sipping a cuppa nice coffee (free with ikea friends card!), ppl watching. commenting on how ex the ikea cafe food has become...having early dinner while the foodcourt was still pretty empty. pushing the trolley ard ikea and dumping unnecessary stuff into it. shopping at outlet stores with massive discounts. if God's will permits, thinking of how our future house will be like (nice comfy sofa & king size bed pls?), dreaming of making big bucks (ur SLK dream car and my BMW). seeing kids running ard and thinking of whether one day, we will can see our own, playing at ikea... time was really slow that afternoon.. we kinda coincidentally wore matching outfits though we set off from his place. HAHA.
HAHAHA.
free coffee!
MARIA trolley boy <3
we bought same pillows, same set of quilt covers and clothes organiser.all in for a good stay in our shabby hall 6, lol. pretty pretty quilt covers and pillow cases! the pillow we bot is v fluffy n it has the "awwwww" effect when u rest ur head on it. i hope i can feel like i'm in heaven when i start using the pillow ((:
i can't believe sch's starting. sigh. its another semester of work where i suck at my core subjects, only to feel lousy and demoralised once again. moving back to hall's not that eggciting either. it seems like everyone's gone. its a new batch of freshmen coming in...edwin n benny ain't staying anymore, many of us used to hang out at their room, popping in randomly to relax with the gay buddies. xiu didn't get hall. i'm all alone in my blk 34 while the rest have moved to other blk's single rooms. even vainpot has moved to another blk. brother paul too )): i'm not sure if i can say life for me is stagnant now.
but somehow so many of em seem so distant. em as in generally. i felt like i am bobbing around, in some sense, around friends. i dunno what i'm tokin bout.
haha sth to be happy about a few weeks back. I took part in
THE ULTIMATE CLEO CHALLENGE with xinni, shaz and xiu! we won freakin
3RD!!!! PINK fujifilm waterproof camera and diesel perfume and lotsa lotsa tampons and neutrogena products etc. haha.
the race around sentosa was super shagggg pls. physically demanding. ohhh, must have the brains to strategise too. only for the fit n brainy. LOL. alright alright, i'm bragging. kidding. but it was damn fun. we chilled til late at cafe del mar + some eggciting pool action we gotta watch. that cleo bachelor was a jerk, he wanted to bring her home, sicko. it was a good day
can we pls meet up soon my dear gals???
our team "SIXERS" cauz, all from NTU Hall 6. haha, yes yawnnns*
i gotta prepare for si qi's b'day now. she's turning 21! i gotta miss tough rugby bbq at moo's place. i miss my gals )): too bad, we can't have the best of both worlds. sad.
i'm gone!
i don't know what the future holds for me. i'm not gonna think too far, but its just you, right here, right now with me.
durian dreams.
09 July 2009 10:12:00 pm
detached from all.its the durian season. king of all fruits. i've had lotsa lotsa DURIANS on sunday and tuesday nite. its reali nice sitting down tgt with ur family on the floor, prying open durians, enjoying those delectable lil fleshy meat. ARGH. I LOVE DURIANS!!! and they are reali cheap cheap too. momsie got em at 11 for 20bucks, not bad i say, taste wise.
if only vainpot was around to eat durians with me. he's in reservice, but coming out in a few hours. he has been gone for 2 weeks. i miss him to smithereens! :D:D:D
last week was SCBE FOC camp. Nueve V. it was fab. i tot as main comm,i wouldn't have much to do. but the main comm reali did help each other out. to be honest, i felt rather displaced. being not very close to the main comm people made me kinda dread camp. i was reali hoping i would enjoy it and not have that mental struggle during camp. that kind of feeling sucks. at some point of time i did wonder, what i should do, my role in camp. as hon gen sec, i didn't reali have any specific role in camp except to wake up early to take the temperature of the freshies (camp nurse) and do some admin stuff. most of the time i was helping welfare with shifting stuff or just randomly helping around or following kanza. at least i wasn't doin nth.
random tots to myself.. i do have close frens, but why neva a clique of frens whom i am close? a clique who regularly hang out, chill...do stuff tgt. its just so weird.
camp ended well, the closing ceremony was pretty emo. romantic setting, nice closing video caused me to shed some tears. although I'm not reali close to any Nueve V main comm ppl, i reali appreciate the people who haf been ard me during that 5 days of camp. everyone kinda gotta noe each other beta due to the fact that we worked tgt as a main comm, doin all the shit work to ensure no hiccups..sleeping the latest. goin down to the sentosa chalets to check in b4 anyone else. being part of the R21 video directed and acted by derrick yong, lol. doin the most work at the same time getting the least limelight. i did enjoy all ur company.
F4LN- Friends For Life Nueve.
and i reali hope my jc frens would be frens for life too. i promised ruoning i wld be her bride's maid!!!
we just celebrated glenn's b'day ytd nite at phuture. not reali somewhere i wld wanna go to catch up with the gang. but i was reali happy that at last, at last all six of us could meet up, regardless of whether our other frens were ard...glenn, ruoning, alana, tingyan & roy, i <3 ur to bits. i reali hope we can meet up more often, ritually. i reali miss those JC days, sitting at the back row with ur has neva been on my regret list ((:
2mr is kanza's LIVE or DIE. OG of 4 generations coming tgt. i will live cauz i will control. but i know some are just going to die and i foresee mad guys smooching each other. lol.
i'm gone!
miss miss.
