werid dreams.
23 February 2009 9:14:00 pm
doing back flips in my brain.its gonna be a busy busy recess week. SIGH.
I had a weird dream ytd morn. I had breakie at 9am and decided to laze on the couch, before i knew it, i fell back into dreamland.
1st nightmare: my grandpa is chasing me crazily around the house, trying to beat me. physical abuse. my younger sis (moi moi) is super strong now, and is trying to break my ankle. i quickly fight with my mental to awake myself from such a horrible dream. i find myself staring at the piano and heave a sigh of relief after literally letting out a scream.
2nd nightmare: as your know, i'm pretty absent-minded and leave my things all over place w/o realising. hmmm, wow, i dreamt that i took up singing lessons ((: i'm sure lotsa ppl do not know that I was in choir in pri, sec sch and jc, just that i quit choir after a few days to join another more "active" cca. haha. i somehow meet gwendaline lee who is tgt with chan zhi yao (the weirdest combi u'll eva DREAM of from FMSS). my dearest boy is part-time working at the singing school as a taxi-stand boy, directing people to the taxi. heh, wad a 5 bucks per hour job. it kinda sounds lika hotel, cauz the singing sch is pretty atas. somehow i lose my bag which contains my personal belongings... hp & wallet etc. AGAIN? i wonder how many wallets and hp i must lose in my life, enough is enough. NO, not again?! phew, i wake up just in time for lunch. its. only. a. dream. Thank God, i see the piano again. Alright, time to eat. PIG.
i like to watch the korean drama boys before flowers. crazy madly deeply.
Hall 6 nite cycling!
thinking back, i still miss the groupie last year. the crazy mambos, chillax sessions, mad feasting. still reminiscing. ((: tim, daryl, kevin, titus, ur greatly missed.
the gals. or shall i say those with long hair? haha :D
wish i could see the sunrise every morning.
something to hope for.
love love love.
16 February 2009 3:32:00 am
love means a million things.HAPPY LOVE DAY!! belated valentine's day.
valentine's day reminds me of the past. in sec sch n jc, i baked choc chip cookies or made lil cards/gifts for my sch frens. it was reali fun then, i loved doin' them for my frens. it was lovely receiving lil gifts from them. haha, when u were single and just havin one of those singles outing on v'day. reminiscing bout the past makes me feel so nostalgic... i realise uni ppl generally dun reali practise it now. as in, bein' cute n so sweet, they just buy flowers from those make-shift stalls. last year, tim edwin kevin tits surprised us gals yiling xiu me with a rose at the struck of midnite on v'day. it was so sweet & totful of them. i spent v'day with my two brudders raymond n yuqi last yr. it was singles nite out with a fab pigggnic at some deserted grace patch. but dis year's different. everyone seemed to haf moved on with wadeva they r doing. in a way, i would say, v'day in those naive & innocent terms has lost its meaning. i dun even haf time to bake or make lil gifts for my sch mates. come to tink of it, its quite sad. and when you tot u understood the meaning of love n v'day.
i gotta spend v'day with a very very special person in my life this year. so special that i feel like some idiot sometimes.
@ 2am dessertbar. ((: sweet sugar candy level to the max.
12 means... you haven't fulfilled it yet. haha.
ilu.
you're my everything.
13 February 2009 10:49:00 am
you're my everything when i think of you.[just a pretty song by lee ryan]
You're my past, my future
My all, my everything
My six in the morning when the clock rings
And I open up my eyes to a new day
My laughs, my frowns
My ups, my downs
It's a feeling that you get
When you know that something's true
When I think of love I think of you
I'm looking at you while you're sleeping here beside me,
Oh, mere words can't explain the love I have inside
Its more than just a physical thing, I know
Its something like spiritual connection
I feel it in my soul, heart and mind
The sweetest thing is what you are
From you I'll never be to far,
Please say forever you will stay beside me
You're my past, my future
My all, my everything
My six in the morning when the clock rings
And I open up my eyes to a new day
My laughs, my frowns
My ups, my downs
It's a feeling that you get
When you know that something's true
When I think of love I think of you
Your beautiful like the colours of the rainbow
Warm hearted like the rays of the sun on a summer day
And I got to do is look in to your eyes to lose myself
You're the substance of my dreams, epitomy of woman
The only one I truly call mine
The sweetest thing is what you are
From you I'll never be to far,
Please say forever you will stay beside me
You're my past, my future
My all, my everything
My six in the morning when the clock rings
And I open up my eyes to a new day
My laughs, my frowns
My ups, my downs
It's a feeling that you get
When you know that something's true
When I think of love I think of you
Oohh when I think of love, I think of you
Baby I love you, baby I need you
yes that's what i hope i can say to you.
your's sweetly.
crazy crazy.
10 February 2009 2:13:00 am
i am a crazy woman.3 quizzes next week. tell me tell me, am i not to go crazy and die of stress. besides the 3 quizzes i have weekly lab report to submit. each lab report takes about 5 hrs of my bloody time. and there's tech comm proposal to complete. this sem is the worse of all sems, i swear. oops, i'm not suppose to swear. i wanna go baq to sec sch, i wanna go baq to jc. gimme gimme time machine.
i met the most wonderful gal in my life on sunday ((: adeline yeong mun yan! n shir pig n their parents n timmy&chryzzz n their parents too. we had a yummy konichiwa lunch at a cute kamikaze restaurant. unagi side dish & oyaku don w' miso soup :D
sunday started of well due to a good ending saturday. IH swimming was fab dis year. the gals did exceptionally well, big improvement in timings :D we got silver for both 4x50m breaststroke & freestlye evens. guys did well too, 3rd for both events. we got 4th for medley. nice one hall 6 ((:
feeling the fever "seeping" in steadily into my body. the heat, the fatigue...i'm gone.
12 roses 12 roses 12 roses 12 roses 12 roses. ((:
5th month
05 February 2009 1:14:00 am
my world goes round and round the merry go round.Harrppiiee 5th month baby <3
have not reali been blogging. LAZY. all's fine, just the heavy workload. this is the worse sem out of my entire life in uni(according to seniors). heaviest workload, crazy assignment deadlines and many many quizzes. wish me all the best as i try to conquer another torturous semester. the tumultuous road ahead will cause my death eventually. wish me all the best and God bless me. it doesn't help that i'm fallin' sick now and my freakin wisdom tooth has grown outa my gums and the pain is excruciating. it hurts with every bite of food i take and i can't open my mouth dat wide. seriously, it hasta grow RIGHT AFTER i take off my braces. noe wad? i rather metal in my mouth. braces pls, i opt outa the wisdom tooth scheme.
how long can i hold on, how long can i last, how long can i go before i fall, _______
