the way that i love you
24 November 2008 2:02:00 pm
the way that i love you.because love is a love hate relationship.
you're like the world that matters to me.
aiming to rectify all the fine lines visible to the naked eye.
love and hate. how can two words from two different ends of the spectrum co-exist together.
because they do, that's why that very person is the center of your world.
the complexity of it all.
november pain, december misery.
22 November 2008 11:01:00 am
november pain, december misery.last thur thermo paper. if a person just banged on past yr papers n din study a shit, he cld stil do better than me. when i expected so much from thermo, not dat i mugged super ubber hard for it. but if the freakin prof is darn lazy and just took the questions WHOLESALE from ONE past yr paper n thin the marks allocation by adding in one more qns than usual, then wads the point of studying the notes when one could just spend one day on past year papers? then uni is just crap, just to get a degree in black n white, yeah i guess it was meant to be that way aniwae.. oh maybe, i'm complaining cauz the paper was easy but i cldn't complete a derivation qns when i act had the printed ans to dat qns. then the bell curve wun be in my favour.
uni is bull shit reali. ur GPA seriously doesn't determine ur calibre (for some ppl). the week dat just passed, i had FOUR holy cow papers. monday math, tues are you ok mental health which i din haf time to complete my essays and i was actually prepared and calm b4 da paper, but due to some unforeseen circumstances, nvm its over. thur fluids and quantum mechanics, the two KILLER papers which slaughtered me ruthlessly. i was just speechless after the paper cauz i felt i just blanked out during the paper, felt prepared 4 fluids act. mind block n exam stupidity i say, given that it was an open book but i still left the pages blank when i should have just vomited the formulas, SERRRiously. how silly can i get? ARGH. haf been having a splitting headache the entire wk, it got so bad that even panadol and sleep wasn't the remedy. mom came to fetch me on that very dreadful thur nite. ((: hommmme, i had ah lian been hoon for supper :D
nth beats home seriously, my heads n brain is feeling beta now. no place like home ((: but i'm going baq hall soon, younger sis is irritating the blood outa me. blood boils, nerves break.
i got so mani activities planned ahead. but suddenly i dun reali look forward to december. sigh. nah, i should be happy december is approaching. but i dun reali wanna go cameron highlands on Christmas?! i wanna spend christmas here )): mom was tinking of going to Vietnam to play or Sumatra for Dad's fren wedding. but argh, Dad says Vietnam is boring. nvm. oh freils. i feel lika whiny bitch afta ranting on all this gibberish.
i shall take my leave. i still have one more paper but i've slacked for two days. baaahhh. today is the 3rd day, n i'm still slacking. ogays. byeeee.
God knows when i'll go bonkers when depression sets in.
alright, kidding.
Things to look forward to:
happy 3rd month sweets ((: <3
class 05S17 Christmas gathering
THE GANG bdae cele the gals (US three december babiessss!!!) and the great big pea.
more time spent with ade n shir-pig too!
meet up with andre? MUST.
jie mei meet up? my turn, ur missed my 19th last yr )):
sec 4D chilllaxxx david, sydney, cai, ret, kenneth, tiff ting. pls meeeeet.
cn yang ppl bbq. yummm.
k-box session with chee yang, siqi, jeremy, wahyu, meech, munling, jeremy.
farewell meal for chee yang n siqi b4 they leave for da US.
shopathon with goh yiling.
touch rugby with my crazy rogues gals! dump, pick, switch, TRY. can't wait i tell u to slip into my boots, to run on that very field we ran on 2+ years ago, tgt.
a happy christmas?
happy 20, no more teenhood, its alright, i stil feel young deep inside ((:
dawnie come back soon )):
meet up with dorcas DORKIE b4 she heads baq to aussie.
go back to church.
tell me, do tell me that i'm reminiscing about the lovely beautiful past. As my life n months in uni fly pass like shooting stars, i realise i dun haf much time left in the academic world of mugging. u tot mugging to get good grades was bad. but the working world is much WORSE. politics and bitch fits. sch is bad enuff at times, the real world is much much horrendous. i must treasure my time left in uni, tho of cauz, i wish everything was simpler, when everyone was more pure n innocent. haha, could life get any beta dis way? i wonder..
looks like some new year resolution. HA. alright, pocky queen will take her leave now. ((: XOXO everyone ((: <3 i miss all u to bits n molecules k. all u mentioned here. just to let ur noe, how impt ur are in my life, reali. i noe exams haf totally taken away my social life, but i neva forget ur. its just i reali haf no time with exams n hall stuff, my hands are full.
december misery?
happy 2 mths
07 November 2008 11:11:00 am
the reason why my world goes round.
harrppiieee donut for all the dying brain cells. ((: ((: ((:
exams start on 13th and officially end on the 27th nov FOR ME. it'll be a long one for me as compared to others who end earlier )): but i've got lotsa activities lined up for myself afta the exams, DECEMBER BABY HERE I COME :D there's my CNY class bbq, Hebe OG bbq, k-box with some CNY frens, meet up with brudders afta raymond is baq from beijing, MEET UP WITH ADE, ADE & MY BURRFFDAY! meet up with jie meis ((:, meet up with sec 4D ppl, THE GANG. argh. many many.
as of now, i'm pretty in a black mood. pissed off with myself as i am super unproductive in my mugging and i feel lika sloth, doesn't help dat the lappie distracts me with online shopping. heh. oh man. oh wells..
i need to mugg harder. i can, must, will )):
saw dis in the newspaper dat day while slacking in paul's room. hur hur hur!
you noe, i tink its so amusing.
wong swee lee, dis is DAMN funny. the boy's a wanted criminal. i didn't know he's DAT short too. HAHA, i tink u'll kill urself if u were dat heavy too. oh man, i tink ur offence wld be kidnapping me. LOL. rofl. luckily ur surname isn't SNG.
05/11/08 happy 2th month HUN. it wasn't easy with all those ranging emotions in us. in fact sometimes it seemed so bizarre and emotionally draining. but no one said it was gonna be easy. but we made it some how and will for many more months and counting. ilu and will neva let u go. ♥
^∞ xoxo.
ps. wad a harrppie surprise ((:
ur one and only ____
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