2 more weeks to domms dae
29 October 2008 3:33:00 am
dooms daerandom: i got a sudden fetish for CARROT JUICE. i love the taste of it. i love its bright orange-y colour. i love the fact that it MAY improve my eye sight. i love that it kinda (psychologically) helps me shit. heh. i love it cauz its associated with the good natured rabbits. i love sugar free carrot juice ((:
i swear by marigold (packet one tastes nicer than the peel fresh carton version) and pokka ((: no sugar added, i hope. no melamine too :D hopefully miraculously one day i won't have to wear contact lenses after drinking tonnes n tonnes of carrot juice. HAHAHA.
corlissa impressed upon me this bible verse.
matthew 6:25-34
For all those who are worrying out there, worrying about anything especially ur studies, find comfort in Him. He will neva forsake you, He will pull you thru' all any tumultuous path u meet. I've been so frustrated lately, taking so long to do my work, its getting on my nerves cauz it makes me feel like an idiot. i wonder wad went wrong to my brain along my route to uni. i seems as tho studying ain't my cuppa tea anymore. give me some motivation to finish my 2+ more years in uni )): i need to SHOP, i wanna SHOP, i wanna do manicure, pedicure, go getta goooood massage. i want...
Verse 33: But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Verse 34: Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
exams in two weeks? how now brown cow?
hopeless, helpless?
freak.
24 October 2008 2:48:00 am
i just wanna scream.i just need to let it out. i just need to scream. i got no time. i'm pretty cashless at the moment n still hafta pay for some stupid fees. rolls eyes* i feel so drained, tired. tired from all the social activities that i feel obliged to. oh why the hell do i care. but i stil do in the end. question: when can i just freakin' get my arse down to some serious mugging? like what the hell.
you noe, i'm so damn scared.
i need to study.
22 October 2008 2:34:00 am
needs to study. HARD.Harrppieee Burfdayy my boy ((: twenty-two years old already. haha, i'm stil nineteen. hopefully, mani more bee daes to come ((:
ilu.
Happy Birthday to all the October babies. It seems as tho EVERYONE in hall 6 or ard me is born in OCTOBER. zomg. Hall 6 October babies, DAMN ALOT.
hall 6 year twos ((:
21 yr old bee dae boy flanked by blk 34 gals.
Happy HarPPIIIEE Beee DAE to Darras, Paul, Ah Boon, Big Alex, Jing Lun, KT, Ying li, Natt, Benny, Charlotte Lim, Jie Mei Gwen ((: ((: :D
Exams in three weeks time. Hmmm, i tink i'm reali quite screwed. I haven't started, and lectures are not ending anytime soon.
everything's so fast paced. even the steps i take are so quicky. wish for everything to slow down. but, no sense of urgency. dats crap shit for me as dats wad i need. i'm not used to it. i don't tink i belong here. it feels that they are the cream of the crop, the appleS(plural) of "their" eyes(plural). i just neva felt dat i could remain here any longer and hope dat someday i could just do something i reali enjoyed. but, well, when did ppl livin here eva did aniwae.
oh how i wish someday those who appreciate others will get appreciated too. it just doesn't seem to be a two way thing and i don't understand why. why is it happening to some of my dear frens? those who do more receive less. hmmm, mayb their bonuses are left in heaven. Then i wish to be in heaven soon.
21st oct'08
happy 22nd <3
siloso beach's fireworks at work.
hearts many.
nite pigggnic.
slow down my world.
and many more months to come.
08 October 2008 3:17:00 am
and many more months to come ((:exams in 5 more weeks. erpps. sigh. studies LAGGing like shit. damn damn baddd. argh. sigh, i sae dis every semester... i'm so sick of this. sick of doing catch up in my studies. sick of feeling sorry for myself. sick of disappointing my mom. sick of feeling that i'm not honouring HIS word, not following The path HE paved for me. sick of feeling that i can do so much more, do much better, am worth so much more... than the grades i'm getting. sick and tired of being sick n tired. freak. full stop.
i had Hokkaido bun for breakie, Mc'Donalds for lunch, choc bar for tea, chic rice for dinner, choc muesli bar & 1/2 a big bag of ruffles for supper. EEEW. FATS is all i can tink of afta mentioning all the shit food i ate. i MUST curb my mad eating habits. and just busted 256 bucks on online shopping plus a pair of river island shoes )): HIATUS.
random. but. i. must. mention this.
PPL THAT I MISS AND WANNA MEET: ADE, ANDRE HE, THE GANG, JIE MEIS, SARAH LOW, SHIRLENE YEONG, UNCLE & AUNTY YEONG.
part of the gang :D
i met GEN 2dae 4 lunch ((: she gave me cute lil bear shaped pasta from italy and a lovely wooden complicated box. pretty pretty. but she's flying baq to London dis wkend )): I miss my outside world. i miss my "last time" frens. unlock me from the shackles of NTU Hall Six. haha.
happy one month my boy...and many more months to come <3 ((: 05/10/09
the reason why i'm smiling widely ((:
