the leopard never changes its spots.
17 August 2008 1:27:00 pm
the leopard never changes its spots.when you always had the impression dat ur close frens will stand by you and lend their helping hand in most situations, they fail u and dat leaves you in a load crap of disappointment. dats what i'm feeling right now. maybe thats why i chose to distant myself from you after being blinded for several months to only realise that somehow you haven't reali changed. But I gave you too much benefit of doubt. onli to realise it myself when its a lil too late and frens givin me advice onli afta the whole picture is revealed to me. i bet frens ard me will tink i'm too stupid, naive, gullible, overly trusting of frens ard me, not wary enuff. wadeva. yes, i do feel damn stupid cauz if i realised my folly sooner, a lot of things cld haf been reversed and well, less regrets..
my greatest regret was
___. someone I shldn't haf ignored throughout that period of time. but i guess its all over, we move on, we leave the past behind us. painfully or happily. u noe sometimes they sae, mistakes don't wait for. they can't be undone.
i'm just so glad i have a bunch of frens i can reali depend on, who haf been quietly supporting me. thank you, i'm reali touched by all ur care n concern.
pics from a couple of mths ago. yes thank you. ((:
2nd week of sch is over. super lagging behind in tutorials and stuff. shitzo. too busy with pageant/DnD prep )): argh its robbing away all my time. sucks. i just hope the pageant babies can haf fun n do well on the actual day itself ((: the photoshoot is done. two more weeks to go! oh man, the walks and the clothes fittings. ARGH.
our official hall 6 DnD webbie is
http://hall6.ntu.edu.sg/dnd/we're on funkygrad.com and whosgoing.com too.
http://www.funkygrad.com/events/displayevent.php?event_id=1294
http://www.whosgoing.sg/viewevent.php?id=2962
go view it ppl :D
after the photoshoot for the pageant babies, the DnD committee did some cam whoring. haha, it seemed like last yr for our pageant batch. so so nostalgic. HAHA. here's some corny snap shots. totally way off retarded madness.
main comm.
everyone.
madness. 
pigeon 2007. 
he'e the boss.and stupid adeline yeong mun yan. got attached recently and i didn't even noe! so u're not gonna accompany me in singlehood animore )): HAHA. i miss u like sweet strawberries )): pls meet up soon my one n onli BESTIE!
ah bu la lang and ching ka tong.
i'll get thru' this time round.
sad.
09 August 2008 12:57:00 pm
going mad. going bonkers. going mental. eeew,school has started. i hate school. i feel as tho i'm experiencing mid-life crisis. I don't even think i shld be studying chem engin. wad am i doin here? wth.
i'm damn stressed over DnD. zomg. someone kill me now. sponsorship/clothes loaning is already a prob. damnit, there's no one to share the load of the burden. everything's pretty disorganised. I'm already working my arse off for this DnD. I'm worried that this DnD makes me frown more and adds more wrinkles to my face )): i dun wanna age more!! shall i go buy some anti-aging cream now? hmmm, loreal or bioskin?
everyone's damn stressed too. some are working their arse off too, but i guess it's all pretty last minute. sigh. yeah, i feel stupid for being so worried. why not? cauz i'm accountable for every single pageant contestant. i dun wan them to think our DnD is shit stuff. God, pls make everything go well. I dun wan animore sleepless nites and nitemares over DnD )): someone pls make me smile ((:
i am so tired. i need a break. a "forever" break would be good too...
last nite at coffee club n sweet desserts n yiling,xiu,rach n swee.
its just so scary that the people close to you are not what they seem to be. worse, you're one of the last one to find out. the world is that bad. while you're gossiping or talking bout someone, you neva noe, some others may be talking bout you. then you think to yourself, what are your flaws that allow people to gossip bout' you? But actually, welcome to the real world, that's just how it works. maybe i'm still in my own bubble, living in my own world to realise how horrible everything around me can be. it's good in a way as i don't reali get to see the ugly side of most people. but it makes me seem stupid n ignorant to everything. does that mean i have to stop giving every single person the benefit of doubt? or are my flaws too transparent in my sight? argh, afta the circle of trust talk last nite, i vowed to continue living in my own lil bubble. yes, truly, ignorance is bliss.
i gtg meet yiling soon, maybe. Grandpa's dinner cele later. YAY. oh, hall camp last week was alright. hmmm, some hiccups here and there. it was my all time low for the entire hols, hence, it was bad for me. lack of sleep. i'm stil sick. fever for one week. recovering from flu now. everyone pls take care too.
HAPPY BEEEEDAY SINGAAAPOREEEEE!
i'm gone ((:
when you gave it your all...what did you get in return?
