it's been a long time.
26 July 2008 10:37:00 am
it's been a long time.i'm back from
BANGKOK/PATTAYA, Hall 6 senior's camp and
NYS camp ((: i feel so damn packed with activities till i can't breathe. i feel alienated from civilisation. ARGH!
aniwae, bangkok/pattaya was great. an eye-opener since i haven't been to both places b4 and i gotta stay in daryl's thai fren's place, Nut and Chu Kiat ((: such warm hospitality :D thank you daryl lao ba. it was reali a new/wonderful experience to be able to leave the bustling city of s'pore to retreat into a slower paced bangkok, esp pattaya. it was so relaxing... but deep inside me, sth else was tormenting me slowly during my stay in bangkok. it was a torture thinking bout it everyday. thinking whether i will be a burden, excess baggage. feeling pai sei most of the time, cauz i'm kinda a crazy shopper, tho damn indecisive. the worse is to be compared to someone else thru out the entire trip. bad-mouthed to your frens whom just gotta noe me, dat feeling reali hurt, i felt like shit u noe. i wasn't asleep yet reali, i cld hear everything. to noe dat maybe it wld haf been beta for you if i din TAG along. sorry if i spoilt ur trip, i tried my best alr. but dat nite hurt the most, sth dat can't be erased from my memory bank, it made me miss s'pore so much. like you said, if u knew i tot bout it dis way, u wldn't haf asked me along...
i'll let the peeeektures do the tokin' ((:
day one.
day two.
day three.
day four.
day five.
day six.
day seven.
day eight.
thailand's reali beautiful ((:
19th-20th july was hall 6 senior's camp. was gd too.
more updates on my NYS camp with my OG
HEBE. they were such fab freshies, totally. i wasn't suppose to be a GL for NYS camp cauz i tot i wld b bee zee with lab work plus i was pretty hesitant. wad if my freshies were a bunch of nerds, the stereotypical thinking of scholars. but i'm so glad chee yang convinced me to b his co-GL. dey totally proved me wrong. they r crazy. ((: thank u HEBE for such a great time tho its just a short 3 days. i wun eva regret bein ur GL cauz ur just made me smile the entire 3 days of camp. ching <3 HEBE deep dip ((:
HEBE <3 hall 6 camp the whole of entire nt week. pre camp bbq 2mr! packed with so mani activities! argh, tired.
i'm gone.
you've changed. then will all my frens ard me change someday? or is it just me...
