in need of an emotions control machine.
18 June 2008 11:17:00 am
in need of an emotions control machine.YES. astro exam is over. now i can concentrate on my research n meet up with my frens ((: but i tink i will still be as
bee zee as eva. i gotta get sponsers for hall pageant/DnD, come up with the program/segments. ARGH. its endless. its not lika holiday. i can't wait for FOC n my trip to bangkok.i seriously nd a break.
sat- mini DnD meeting with racheal n eng kuang. den met clara for lunch den met andre with dinner. haha, we had dinner at
popeye's chicken at the s'pore flyer! <3 popeye's, beats KFC hands down. but the queue was DARN long. average waiting time is like 20min? crazzzy. s'poreans are crazy over the s'pore flyer. is it like some crazy frenzy or wad? the queue was snaking. the rotational velocity of the ferris wheel is lika snail, is it dat fun? but it was a pretty sight. like gigantic RING. i wish to haf dinner inside one of their capsules, one day perhaps, haha. we chilled at pacific coffee. sipping good coffee ice blended rocky road while sitting on comfy sofas..sleeepy. dats why i hearts weekends.
attended service at international baptist church on sunday. kinda not attending paya lebar for now. oh wells.. met titus for lunch and we watched
KUNGFU PANDA at PS. i hope i will neva become the
dragon warrior cauz i dun wanna b a big fat rolly polly like
PO, the panda )): had botak jone's for dinner with my family. 3 fastfood/western meals in 2 days. i'm on my route to obesity! RAH.
haf been deep in thought lately. tinking over wad has happened. jumbled up tots n emotions. i'm pretty unhappy with many things. it seems as tho there's no beginning and end to it. sometimes when u feel as tho u could rant at someone, actually, u realise that person doesn't fully understand you at all when u tot they did. but reali, who does aniwae? i feel like some emotional wreck now. the slightest comments affect me like a piercing dagger. n dis frustrates the ppl ard me. omg, when will i eva learn my lesson? my jie meis experienced it.
victimised. yes yes, everything's a facade.
dawnie's back from aussie!!! yes, the gang is meeting up dis friday. more hot pang sai lovin' ((: ((: i hope gen comes baq soon. she's been long gone in the UK )): i wonder if yw is baq too. he shld haf finished his exams by now. ADE & SHIR, WE SERIOUSLY GOTTA MEET UP. NOWWW. jie meis, cor's b'dae up next, but i tot we were gonna karaoke?
i kinda finished watching the entire series of hana yori dango 1 & 2. and yes, go watch absolute boyfriend (Zettai Kareshi). starring: the lover robot below <3
Hayami Mokomichi. hot blooded male lead.whoo.
every drama you/I watch, will make you feel lika
love fool. wad a stupid love fool...i can see my dark eye rings comin' out with more drama watchin'.
alright, i'm in lab now. gtg get myself busy so dat i dun lk like i'm slackin' away. heh. i'm gone ((: <3
i found dis song afta soooo long. watched the drama "romance of red dust (風塵三俠之紅拂女)" in my JC days, starring shu qi and wallace huo. i noe my cheena seriously sucks. oh but at least there's english subtitles for me to read right? i neva knew angela zhang had such great vocals then. ubber nice song. but i tink i nd some hanyu pin yin n translation.
真的- 张韶涵
我努力的仰着脸孔,
试者让眼泪不下流,别往下流.
不问他感觉到什么
在我生活中不在伤痛,不伤痛.
想要说,却还沉默.
伸出手,无法触碰.
天空突然一片辽阔,
原来你是真的离开我.
在我不熟悉的世界,过新的生活.
闭上眼让泪水滑落.
此刻你已真的永远离开我
在另外一个没有我的世界自由的走
i rather you just sae it in my face and sound like an asshole.
yes, i dun haf the damn courage to face it or be truthful to myself. its either DO or DIE. seems like i hafta settle with the latter. and history will repeat itself.
