forever.
08 June 2008 10:39:00 pm
waiting for that second chance.alright, my new blog layout of cute lil bimbotic
sheeps was really CUTE. but, i dunno wad happened to the pics )): their gone. photobucket succckkss. so i'm baq to the old one, till i find a new one which i like!
aniwae, astro exam is dis wed. argh, i did damn damn badly for the 30% quiz. argh, it doesn't help dat my results came out on the same day. it just MADE my day. when i saw my result past midnite on 5th june, i was in a state of shock. i din expect those grades seriously. i did improve as compared to last sem, but still way below prof law's and my expectations. sigh. i felt so demoralised, upset and wadeva neva in my life haf a eva felt so depressed over my results. i know its no use crying over spilt milk, but i just cldn't control myself. i've seriously had enuff. enuff of activities dat make my grades like pang sai. enuff of such mediocre grades, enuff of feeling stupid, enuff of feeling demoralised, enuff of feeling like giving up. enuff of this SHIT. why can't i just freakin' get it RIGHT. it seems as tho' its a sign, telling me i'm just not cut up for uni. zomg. but i can't just quit on myself. shld i just thank God dat i stil maintained the grades to stay on scholarship or shld i just cry my eyes out cauz i'm act at the bottom of my cohord and cn yang batch. freak it seriously.
aniwae, i did sth stupid last wk. i was in hall n was gonna collect sth from paul. i wore the wrong pair of slippers. one side was white roxy the other side was black ripples. brrrr. and i onli realised while walking down. thank God i wasn't goin to canteen or sth. wad a cock. alright, it wasn't dat stupid or funny was it? yeah, it wasn't.
my "silly-ly",i tink i'm a lab hazard. i keep spilling solvents n chemicals all over. major n minor spillage. i've broken so mani glassware too. i'm just not cut up to work in the lab)):
klutz. my PHD student even made a comment jokingly that he will carry out the experiments by himself next time. i tink soon or later, i may spoil some of the expensive equipment in prof zaher's lab. i got jinxed lab hands.
look! my dearest timmy turban teletubby is on urban. mr urban turban. haha. tim, i bet u wanted to sae u'll give urself
ten outa ten for good-looking factor ritey. no la, i'll give you 11 outa 10 k. now lotsa gals will flock to timmy. onli gals with hot legs n perky ass apply. (tim's standard) HAHA.
i've been having weird dreams lately. reali weird. sigh. i dreamt of all the ppl close to me and those who i have been in contact with lately. gd/bad omen. hmmm... i can't wait for wed to be over. i miss u ade-ah-bu-la-lang! mambs with hall ppl dis wed. meeting andre on thur. meeting clara on sat. ade i meet u dis sunday? ((: i shall take my leave. i'm gone ((:
i dreamt that you have fallen for.... i guess 2nd chances are just crap shit.
