facing up to reality.
26 May 2008 12:00:00 pm
facing up to reality.saturday-took bus
no. 74 back from ade's place and my bus fare cost
74 cents!!! amazing! how often does ur bus fare cost the same as ur bus number?! i was kinda in shock when i "teee" my ez-link card. haha!
7474, go buy 4D! :D
jap crazy.
a short post since i haf astro test 2mr, which i haven't done much since i've been hooked to jap dramas! all the jap dramas are adapted from jap mangas.
Regatta, Absolute Boyfriend, Hana Kimi season 2 are my eye candy for now. ((: ((: go watch yeah? they're all reali nice, hani kimi makes me cry the most. the jap version is beta than the taiwanese version, tho season2 is not yet uploaded online. the jap boys r definitely cuter and whoo, hawwwt. i'm also hooked onto the hokkaido bun from breadtalk. hokkaido is the name of a city in japan rite? omg, why am i wasting so much time on all these dramas and hokkaido when i got test 2mr???
june's coming. i can't wait. all my frens in aussie n UK r coming back! dawnie, gen & yw ((: i'll update in abit. i miss goh yiling in shanghai!
i'm gone.
i love receiving e-mails ((:
life like a piece of snapping string.
18 May 2008 11:36:00 am
life as fragile as a thin thread.my bad, i skipped church again dis week. excuses are for losers.
i'm gonna visit my aunt later in hospital. she's been diagnosed with breast cancer since 1-2 years ago but did not seek medical treatment. the last time i visited her was one year ago. she looked so weak, not even having the energy to open her door to invite us in. she was strong in her faith but faltered along the way. mom always accompanied her to church for healing service, but as weeks passed, her faith in Him dwindled. i guess she trusted more in the doctors. but its too late, delayed treatment has caused the cancer cells to spread to the entire body. this is my 2nd closest kin who is dying of cancer. grandma passed away due to a whole lots of cancer when i was sec 1/2. the doctor has given my aunt 1+ more week to live. my only wish for her is that she can leave this world w/o pain and go to heaven.
i can't imagine myself losing someone so dear to me. i'm not a least bit close to my aunt cauz i have neva met up with her, but wad if one day, my parents or grandparents start to leave me one by one? grandma is in st. luke's hospital for rehab and will be back on tuesday. the doctor found a fracture in her left leg which had gone unnoticed for many years. sometimes looking at how my grandma suffers cauz of her alzheimer disease, you just wish God will take her away to end all her suffering, cauz it pains the ppl around her, seeing her in that senile state of mind. she can't reali walk, can't eat by herself, is thin to the bones, can't think properly. i rather not be at home to witness all these.
home is like hell with u around.aniwae, i went over to
ade's place ytd. bestie love. and of cauz,
shir beloved, Mc's with me in the day. sherilyn, sarahrah, jessica, eugene, tim grasshead, marcus and kynneth were there too. we watched
stardust! like totally retarded and gooody at the same time ((: i love.
to my bestie: ade, thanks for listening to me dat night. haha, i just tot i wld want you noe wadeva's happening in my life tho we're in different schs now. like its gd u noe who my frens r n i noe who ur frens r. its hard since we dun meet often. but its just sth i wld always smile about when i tink of how mani years we've known each other and how much we've been thru. like how u went 4 nich's b'dae so u cld spend time with me tho u neva eva toked to him ((: dis very lil things.. when some of our mutual frens ask me "so how's you n ade, still alright?" i will just break into a smile cauz i noe wadeva it is, no matter how lil we tok, everything's fine in a way or two. thank you ah-bu-la-lang. HAHA.
AT ADE'S PLACE.
sarahrah! shirlene-neeee! ching-a-ling!
haha, shir n me always in the pic. ade's face is cut offff. where's rah jess n sherilyn?
GRACE'S 20 on tuesday.NO MORE TEENAGER.
jie meis.
since fairfield methodist.
there's 05S17 class gathering at Mr Ling's house later ((: steamboat! i miss my jc classmates. n we hearts mr ling romantic house. i wonder how long can these gathering last. if only, if only they could be forever ((:
i'm gone.
soft spots for people which pulls us in deeper n deeper..
bite the dust.
16 May 2008 12:17:00 am
bite the dust.I have been having very lil sleep dis few daes, even tho its the hols.. well, special sem has started, astronomy...brrr. research attachment too. )): work in the lab freakin everyday 9am-5pm plus astro lec. panda eyes!
but dis few daes haf been great too. last wed's mambs with the hall 6 ppl was madness,crazy crazy. ard twenty of us, lol. ((: hearts totally.
hotty sofi, timmy tummy turban head, me, my sweets goh yiling.
my dearest yiling, we set off from our homes for the airport last sat, to send u off to pang sai shanghai, where u will b doin ur internship 4 2 months. i dunno how am i gonna survive w/o u this two months. sigh, i practically see u almost everyday in hall, it'll b weird w/o u ard. haha. u take care my dear gal. farewell for the moment.
our dearest ms goh.
we so love terminal THREE.
my observation tower.
pretty pretty.
timmy the eskimo kiddo.
tuesday b'dae cele for grace was yummm ((:
corlissa looks sad )): is it just me? haha
cheryl n grace!
aniwae, reali sorry for last nite ppl. it was suppose to be pageant ppl reunion plus tim & kevin. i kinda spoilt ur mambs nite with my emo shit, i reali hope i din. i'm always sucha disappointment. sucha drag. reali sorry. lao ba n xiu-zeee, thanks a lot. thanks 4 ur assurance n well, dat shoulder that i neeeded to lean upon. xiu-zeee, u shld shoot me cauz i'm such an embarrassment. lao ba, kill me for crying over the silliest stuff which makes me feel damn stupid and ridiculous. i'm such a horrid fren. argh. i'm sorry.
alright i stil got research 2mr, sad ching in the lab )): i shall turn in soon. i'm gone.
all over again.
guilty as charged
06 May 2008 12:24:00 pm
guilty as charged
YAY. exams r ovveerrrr ((:
timbre pizza. yummilicious parma ham
ang moh with his smooth operator milko heineken.
smooth operator singing on stage! zomg.
its been a long time since we had sth like this <3
EXAMS OVER, officially, last monday. over over over over. but my busy busy schedule just doesn't end here. sigh, i start special sem dis week (TODAY). Astronomy elective are from tues-thur 1.30-4.30pm )): then i'm gonna start my summer research attachment with prof zaher. so i'll be in the lab everyday. but with 8bucks per hour, its not dat bad, right?? hmmmm.. den i'll be even busier than sch days! ogays bogays. gdness, and i tot i was having HOLIDAYS. there goes my bangkok trip with daryl n his fren n my plans to shop shop shop till i drop drop drop. hopefully i can cash in on the chhhh- chhhh-ching with my lab work. EIGHT bucks per hour YAY! not a lot, but sufficient ((: ((:
aniwae, i just attended my 1st astro lecture just now. hmmm, e lecturer was ranting on bout the BIG BANG and how earth was created from the explosion of STARS and stuff which is pretty much against our christian belief. i mean, we learn from the bible that all beautiful things on earth were created by God aight? so i was made from the big bang? why did man falter? were we reali made to sin?
i guess if i was Eve, I would haf eaten the apple cauz i'm always hungry! and i bet adam was hungry too :D they onli ate plants then and there, bet their tummies wun be filled )): poor them, no chocolates and dim sum. no wonder i
m a dim sum dolly now. I bet Eve and Adam had a FAB bod. HAHA. oh yeah, the cunning satanic snake must have been hungry too, but snakes dun eat apples rite? Maybe Eve cared too much for her husband and was afraid Adam will go hungry so she wanted him to eat the apple. Or mayb it was God's plan for us to sin so that he could test our faith and loyalty, like how he tested adam & eve. Whatever it is, trust is the word. Don't doubt eva God. Aniwae, i reali feel lika criminal now. my mind's all messed up. 3 AU lab report due on wed/thur and prof william says i gotta re-write the whole thing. sigh, i reali spend lotsa time on the report. mayb its reali my fault.. and i obviously nd to lose weight. i look lika rolling ball now. see me rollllll.
i'm gone, "report rushing" )):
they see me rollin'.
