totally overwhemled.
16 January 2008 6:29:00 pm
an appetizer. felicia chin! <3
totally overwhelmed. overboard.and i thought this 2nd semester will be a better start. i'm SO wrong. its worse than ever and it'll just keep getting worse. i feel so argh, i wish i was gone man. I found out that aside from my normal curriculum, i have to clock in an average of
10 hours of research a week. i decided to go under Prof William Chen, sth to do with "control of chiral drugs for liver cancer". like wth is that? ogays, i'm like onli a
first year undergrad and i'm alr involved in research. argh, and for gdness sake, onli the PhD students go under the wing's of the prof to do such pang sai research. i wonder what more shit am i in for. i'm so gone for all my other modules too. and i feel so stuupiddd again.
aniwae, i reali miss HOME SWEET HOME.
i miss u mom and dad )):
hall cheerleading prac has been practically a daily thing, tho i really like cheerleading, i think my interest in cheerleading is the only thing that keeps me going if not by now, i would have collasped due to exhaustion and insomnia. damn the lack of sleep that makes me look horribly fugly. and i
haven't loss a single gram even tho i sorta cut down on my food intake since last monday )): but oh wells , i binged on pizza, snacks, choc cake on monday cauz we cele tim's b'day. couldn't control. ching can't survive w/o buffets, gd food and chocs! oh wells,
HAPPY B'DAY TURBAN TIM! ((: please tell me i look SKINNIER so that i wun feel lika big
baboon when the cheerleading guys lift me up to extension. i hope my poor partner, Bryan feels i'm lighter too. poor him, hafta lift a heavy gal like me. i'm the 2nd heaviest gal in cheerleading. that makes me a PIG. HAHA. why am i 165.5cm tall? )):
supper with the cheerleaders.my 1st bowl of bar chor mee at extension coffee shop. oops, i'm not suppose to eat supper!
the sexy cat we saw one day during cheerleading prac.
aniwae, my dearest brudders, yu qi & raymond went to kukup for a sports camp programmers get tgt and guess wad they bought me? a PRETTY dress. yes a colourful, baggy, ah-ma-ish and disgusting dress. and they said that was the best buy from there already. thank you brudders. i reali LOVE it ((: i think i will keep this lovely dress till i'm like 70 years old. at the moment, more tee shirt&shorts or nice sexy nite gowns or pasar malam nite gowns for sleeping. HUR HUR.
the prettiest dress in the world.
i've been cooking my own meals with lao ba recently. sick of canteen food. we cooked spaghetti that day. yummy ((: i shall cook my own meals more often. my bank has no money now, so i have to lead a pauper's life for the time being by cooking my own meals. NTU hasn't banked in my allowance yet. hmph! till 1st week of feb, money money come.
spaghetti.
i will make a great cook in the future, not to mention, a good housewife ((:
lao ba can cook!
phyllis my roomie donated blood in school today. she's so
brave! i wanna be as brave as her! i reali wanna donate blood to save lives, but i'm too scared. the sight of needles and injections irks me. look at her injection.
two blood spots on my roomie's arm which look so wrong. HAHA.
alright. got cheerleading prac again later.
HAPPY BELATED B'DAY DAWNIE LOVE. ilu. imu ((:
i'm gone.
i'm breaking down. i wonder how long more can i hold.
