monday blues
09 January 2008 1:37:00 am
monday blues.the menu just now: sch followed by swimming training, netball match & cheerleading prac. kill me.
school has FINALLY started. argh, EEW. MONDAY blues yesterday.
i HATE sch. and i haf freakin'
24 AUs dis sem. like wth right. i reali need to do well this sem. but i haf IHG cheerleading and swimming which will end in late jan and DnD main comm stuff. plus FOC stuff is starting to pick up )):
i'm pretty eggcited this sem cauz it's gonna be my 1st time taking my CBE core modules aside from the usual idiotic CN Yang core modules which i've been taking last sem and will still be taking this sem. RAH.
aniwae, last friday, played mahjong with swee lee, ah boon and bryan in hall. i'm a BIG loser, i just kept feeding everyone tiles. totally
no luck on my side tho my tiles weren't that bad. haha. we played 10 cent 20 cent but i loss
11bucks. 11 bucks is not a lot, but for 10cent 20 cent, it is! yes, "cai shen ye". i'm so loussyyy at mahjong )): an expensive lesson with much scolding involved )): haha.
my roomie just found out that there's sth decomposing under her cupboard. i tot it was gu niang(her hamster) who was stinking the shit out of the room. but she wenta sniff it out and we conclude its either a dead decomposing rat or bat. ARGH. sick shit, i dunno how on earth it got in there, but the cupboard is built-in and i think the "disinfecting people" won't be able to clean the shit up. i feel so gross-ed out. )): i'm living with the dead. and my roomie gave gu niang away cauz she tot gu niang was stinky. sad. i miss gu niang.
for now, i gotta focus focus. less mambo nites, eat lesser and eat healthier and eventually LOSE WEIGHT (i feel so pressurised, all the hall 6 cheerleading girls whom are lighter than me are dieting, they are already so skinny, where does that leave me? FAT PIG? argh.), sleep earlier, pay attention during lectures, stop ponning lectures (famous for it among my cn yang peers.sad), go back home more often, be nice to my family members and spread my love to more people ((: haha, eh, its not new year resolutions, just some changes... i'm tired. my timetable SUCKS. retarded empty 1-2 hour breaks which are totally unnecessary. i'm gone.
the road ahead seems rocky.
