hearts.
27 January 2008 11:07:00 pm
illusion never changed into something real.have been super busy with inter-hall games lately. but it will come to an end by this week. i tink i seriously don't realise how LAGG i am in my sch work. hmmm, i wonder when will i wake up and realise all the back log that is left in a mess is piling up. i am reali scared actually. freaked out i mean. argh.
aniwae, inter-hall swimming last sunday was alright. pretty upset that our team events didn't win ani top positions. but we managed to maintain our overall
4th position ((: and i managed to maintain my best time for 50m freestyle. yiling too maintained her best timing. everyone did reali well! well we can't expect so much aniwae, considering the top three halls had IVP swimmers but our hall has none? so well down hall SIX swimmers ((: ((: ur were
fab.
the super swimmers who braved shagg-ness.
last wed 23rd jan, marked the end of our cheerleading pracs. i felt relieved that i can channel all my time to my work now, but apart of me felt damn sad. i reali HEARTS cheerleading and my cheerleaders to bits. it'll reali be weird that our nights will be free and easy from now on. aniwae... HALL OLYMPIAD cum inter-hall cheerleading competition. nervous, cold sweat. but we were just HARPIIEEE to perform for our hall. it was just for ourselves and hall 6. considering the fact that our hall hasn't sent in a team for the past two years, this is a great feat. we're coming up with. EAGLES, ur were absolutely zomg stunning ((: :D cheerleaders, hearts ur many many. ((:
heidi, keith, me and my partner bryan! we hearts cheerleading prac <3
see the lightning on our head? grease lightning!
the hall six cheerleaders.
my dearest teeny wheeny cha EEling.
getting all hyped up before our performance.
eagles.
up in the air. i bet i was heavy. HAHA.
grease lightning!
finale. PAPERDOLL.
all harrrpiee.
again again!
extra.
tau pok!
awww, so sweet, my roomie came to support me ((: her name is stumpy phyllis. she likes to be called fatter phyllis. she loves to eat pandan bread. my roomie is damn cute. HAHA.
after hall olympiad opening, we had a fantabulous dinner at extension kopitiam. ZHI CHAR ((: we ordered an 80+ bucks crab and loads more of yummy yummies. omg, we deserve a treat afta all the pains we went thru before our competition. the healthier meals. HAHA. now its time to FEAST. after dinner/supper, some of us headed over to bryan/keith's room for drinking/ talk cock session. played stupid silly i-have-never game and we managed to dig out many many secrets from each other. hur hur. omg,hilarious. alex was damn high n drunk she started taking keith's mop to mop the floor and kept saying she loves to mop the floor and worked as a cleaner in oriental hotel before, when she actually worked as a banquet waitress. LOL. keith was totally red and sloshed. a pretty emo night, sigh. i slept at
7am and woke up at 10am for lessons. goodness gracious.
total hearts ((:
weekend was home sweet home. super unproductive i tell u. feel like killing myself for wasting the weekend away shopping. )):
i'll try to get some work done. sigh. i need some motivation. n yes, i tink i'm back to eating lika PIG again. i had approx.
five meals today. all thanks to the weekend. haha. oh ,
CHINESE NEW YEAR is coming! scream
BAK KUA. i'm gone.
oh, was just listening to some old songs today. something nice. haha. chorus bits. kelly clarkson's the trouble with love is. more old songs coming up!
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you've got no say at all
i can't keep focus. memory eraser pill, PLEASE, before it hurts too much.
totally overwhemled.
16 January 2008 6:29:00 pm
an appetizer. felicia chin! <3
totally overwhelmed. overboard.and i thought this 2nd semester will be a better start. i'm SO wrong. its worse than ever and it'll just keep getting worse. i feel so argh, i wish i was gone man. I found out that aside from my normal curriculum, i have to clock in an average of
10 hours of research a week. i decided to go under Prof William Chen, sth to do with "control of chiral drugs for liver cancer". like wth is that? ogays, i'm like onli a
first year undergrad and i'm alr involved in research. argh, and for gdness sake, onli the PhD students go under the wing's of the prof to do such pang sai research. i wonder what more shit am i in for. i'm so gone for all my other modules too. and i feel so stuupiddd again.
aniwae, i reali miss HOME SWEET HOME.
i miss u mom and dad )):
hall cheerleading prac has been practically a daily thing, tho i really like cheerleading, i think my interest in cheerleading is the only thing that keeps me going if not by now, i would have collasped due to exhaustion and insomnia. damn the lack of sleep that makes me look horribly fugly. and i
haven't loss a single gram even tho i sorta cut down on my food intake since last monday )): but oh wells , i binged on pizza, snacks, choc cake on monday cauz we cele tim's b'day. couldn't control. ching can't survive w/o buffets, gd food and chocs! oh wells,
HAPPY B'DAY TURBAN TIM! ((: please tell me i look SKINNIER so that i wun feel lika big
baboon when the cheerleading guys lift me up to extension. i hope my poor partner, Bryan feels i'm lighter too. poor him, hafta lift a heavy gal like me. i'm the 2nd heaviest gal in cheerleading. that makes me a PIG. HAHA. why am i 165.5cm tall? )):
supper with the cheerleaders.my 1st bowl of bar chor mee at extension coffee shop. oops, i'm not suppose to eat supper!
the sexy cat we saw one day during cheerleading prac.
aniwae, my dearest brudders, yu qi & raymond went to kukup for a sports camp programmers get tgt and guess wad they bought me? a PRETTY dress. yes a colourful, baggy, ah-ma-ish and disgusting dress. and they said that was the best buy from there already. thank you brudders. i reali LOVE it ((: i think i will keep this lovely dress till i'm like 70 years old. at the moment, more tee shirt&shorts or nice sexy nite gowns or pasar malam nite gowns for sleeping. HUR HUR.
the prettiest dress in the world.
i've been cooking my own meals with lao ba recently. sick of canteen food. we cooked spaghetti that day. yummy ((: i shall cook my own meals more often. my bank has no money now, so i have to lead a pauper's life for the time being by cooking my own meals. NTU hasn't banked in my allowance yet. hmph! till 1st week of feb, money money come.
spaghetti.
i will make a great cook in the future, not to mention, a good housewife ((:
lao ba can cook!
phyllis my roomie donated blood in school today. she's so
brave! i wanna be as brave as her! i reali wanna donate blood to save lives, but i'm too scared. the sight of needles and injections irks me. look at her injection.
two blood spots on my roomie's arm which look so wrong. HAHA.
alright. got cheerleading prac again later.
HAPPY BELATED B'DAY DAWNIE LOVE. ilu. imu ((:
i'm gone.
i'm breaking down. i wonder how long more can i hold.
monday blues
09 January 2008 1:37:00 am
monday blues.the menu just now: sch followed by swimming training, netball match & cheerleading prac. kill me.
school has FINALLY started. argh, EEW. MONDAY blues yesterday.
i HATE sch. and i haf freakin'
24 AUs dis sem. like wth right. i reali need to do well this sem. but i haf IHG cheerleading and swimming which will end in late jan and DnD main comm stuff. plus FOC stuff is starting to pick up )):
i'm pretty eggcited this sem cauz it's gonna be my 1st time taking my CBE core modules aside from the usual idiotic CN Yang core modules which i've been taking last sem and will still be taking this sem. RAH.
aniwae, last friday, played mahjong with swee lee, ah boon and bryan in hall. i'm a BIG loser, i just kept feeding everyone tiles. totally
no luck on my side tho my tiles weren't that bad. haha. we played 10 cent 20 cent but i loss
11bucks. 11 bucks is not a lot, but for 10cent 20 cent, it is! yes, "cai shen ye". i'm so loussyyy at mahjong )): an expensive lesson with much scolding involved )): haha.
my roomie just found out that there's sth decomposing under her cupboard. i tot it was gu niang(her hamster) who was stinking the shit out of the room. but she wenta sniff it out and we conclude its either a dead decomposing rat or bat. ARGH. sick shit, i dunno how on earth it got in there, but the cupboard is built-in and i think the "disinfecting people" won't be able to clean the shit up. i feel so gross-ed out. )): i'm living with the dead. and my roomie gave gu niang away cauz she tot gu niang was stinky. sad. i miss gu niang.
for now, i gotta focus focus. less mambo nites, eat lesser and eat healthier and eventually LOSE WEIGHT (i feel so pressurised, all the hall 6 cheerleading girls whom are lighter than me are dieting, they are already so skinny, where does that leave me? FAT PIG? argh.), sleep earlier, pay attention during lectures, stop ponning lectures (famous for it among my cn yang peers.sad), go back home more often, be nice to my family members and spread my love to more people ((: haha, eh, its not new year resolutions, just some changes... i'm tired. my timetable SUCKS. retarded empty 1-2 hour breaks which are totally unnecessary. i'm gone.
the road ahead seems rocky.
HARPPIEEE NEW YEAR
02 January 2008 6:07:00 pm
HARPPIEEE NEW YEAR. 2008!ogays, its 2008. i can't believe it. 2007 is GONE )): !
so many wonderful memories will be left behind in my 2007 memory bank. every new year, can't help but just reminiscent bout the past, wishing for a time machine, to rewind back time to those great moments. argh, nostalgia. i kinda miss PJC's orientation period. i miss my bitch, alana hong ruixia and all the 05S15 ppl who made JC1 1st 3 mths so crazy n mad. the most impt fren in my life, ah bu, my childhood fren. words ain't just enuff. u're the BEST.
hearts u ade. <3 ((: thank you for being there for me since goodness noes when. just wanna tell u how much i treasure u BFF.
shir, my other big sister from another mother. :D mother cow!
alana, thanks for the shopping trip last thursday. thanks for the being there during my entire JC life. ah lian, hopefully we'll stil meet up regularly. yes, ur best shopping bud rite, ur best bitching partner.
ah lian, rmb dis this pic we took during jc1 1st 3 mths? i will neva forget those bitchy times we had tgt. and just look how much we've changed. haa.
to
the gang. thank you for spending new years eve and new year with me.
cheak, tingyan, glenn, roy, dawn & ruo ning. plus cheak and dawn's other half, qiao ling and wen hu. i hope we'll stay tight like this forever. tho we don't geta meet often, times with ur are always hell fun ((: yes, 2007/2008 countdown with ur at Harry's holland v was dope shit. shitzo! cheers to those cheesy games we always play, as long as it keeps us laughing and smiling...((: digging into those R(A) secrets, haha. now we noe! and roy and tingyan for gdness sake, get a gal soon! HAHA.
ready for 2008, anytime! PARTY POOPERS!
dawnie love. like u always say, ilu & imu.
the gang. cheak, roy, tingyan, dawnie & me. glenn & ruoning MIA.
and the singles shout: "YAY to singlehood."
the lovey dovey couples.
and another one.
let me show you a magic trick. whoop whoop, disappeared.
ushering in 2008 with sparklers, i like!
((:
time to go home.
and to my NTU friends.
yu qi and raymond. brudder's day out on 1st jan 2008, our 1st outing tgt. haha. ((: all smiles. beams* to you two brudders, thanks for listening to all my whining and emo-ing all the time. i wonder how ur stand me. haha. i thank God for sports camp'07, which let to me to noe ur. <3 to brudderhood.
feasting at awon korean restaurant.
the oranges were ubber sweet & sour. nicceee. i feel like DA CHANG JIN.
sun-kissed.
FANTASTIC FIVE at Gelare`. zomg omg.
brudders ((:
self timer smartness.
and to my NTU
hall six frens who just entered my life. esp the pageant ppl and horus, my 2nd half of 2007 won't be complete w/o ur. and yes, we're meeting today! wed nite fever. ((:
FMSS frens, i ubber miss ur.
sec 4d'04 ,we're suppose to meet up every christmas to celebrate! to my
jie meis, its been a long time aiye. class 05S17, christmas at mr ling's was awesome. oh, i'll see u kanzarians next sem in chem engin lecs ((:
hello to a hopefully better 2008. no more regrets, just looking forward... i'm off to hall. i'm gone.
bye bye 2007.
thank you dear friends for being part of my everyday life. love.
what's luv?
