hiatus.
04 November 2007 10:49:00 pm
say goodbye and go. HIATUS.ok, so the exams is in ONE wk time. i tink i wun be blogging much anytime soon. baaah.
this few days have been so emotionally n mentally draining. i feel reali damn freakin' helpless n hopeless. i neva felt so screwed for my exams b4. most of the time even if i dun mugg enuff, the situation isn't as bad as THIS. now. like reali. afta 3months since FOC, there's exams. too quick. was feeling so argh on thur.. headed for tutorial 1hr b4 it started. sat inside the room 30min b4 class started and just stared into blank space, reflecting bout all the time i spent merry-making. i completely didn't touch my math n physics tutorial. wasting away my time in class feeling miserable and disgusted with my stupidity. never once have i felt so lost in tutorials. wasting my time away, knowing each tick of the clock is so precious to me now. i know i'm not the only in this pit hole. i'm not ready.
i haven't been doing my quiet time. so last friday morn, i was reading the "daily manna" and i came across this scripture reading, which totally can relate to my situation. it reali struck my attention.
"Oftentimes, we are guilty of neglecting our Saviour until trials come into our lives. Many of us promise to serve God if He would deliver us. Yet after things have improved, we quickly forget our promises." That is me. Worldly "idols" stealing my time for God away from me. And only when i'm in a dark hole, in a state of despair, i cry out to him. is it too late? I hope not. I gotta turn back to Him. I gotta hold on.
I said my prayer of repentance. Amen.
God is love ((:
ellyne took a fren test and found out that: "You secretly think Ching is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times." HAHA. zorrie if i'm so drama. oh, i love sleepovers! lets take our measurements again after the exams.haa.
2mr's physics test...sigh.. another unproductive wkend.i reali dunno wads wrong with me. why can't i just concentrate n focus well. help. i shall just try my best for now. its just 3+ more wks. hiatus hiatus. mugg hard everyone. ((: i'm gone.
bdae gal and her surprise gals ((:
the catch up nite with roy & geek at phuture. hearts ((:
I miss my geek, ting yan! :D
roy!
roy's eyes r so small. i can't help but be nice.
its hard to ignore you. but for know, i'll leave u at one side of my mind.
forget.
