i love you.
29 September 2007 11:37:00 pm
my minds unweaving.Hall 6 DnD is finally over. no more late night practices of dance and walks. faints. but well, it was really great. i don't think i'll ever regret. the people were awesomely great. pure fun ((:
all of us.
partner. ((:
my beloved hall queenie. "CONSTANCCEEE". haha.
the gals before make up. now you know make up can do wonders ((:
our stage was damn dangerous.
Daryl, our hall king and my "guardian". haha.
pretty in braces with my dear lil ms SCANDALOUS.haa.
HUAI KUAN!
the gals with justin.
new face. khay wee the "ah tiong"!
I scalded my arm with the iron b4 DnD and now it looks like this. haa. ok, random.
more photos on facebook ((: i love hall six ((:
so SUNDAY was the day. Hall six DnD. all of us in monochrome. our hearts were thumping ubber fast as the event started. ARGH. it was at LOOF, a roof top bar overlooking raffles hotel. the stage was damn small and dangerous pls. if we were to leap of the stage, we'll fall to the roads or walkway 3-4 levels down already, and die a horrible death )): the whole place was quite small too. but our back area was pretty cool. haha. thank you HORUS for the flowers and "billboard" ((: <3 hearts many many. and to my partner, swee lee, mr photogenic. haha, thank you for being so patient with me during all the trainings. to my dearest seniors, estelle, qingfu, angela and fuhang..ur were always with us throughout trainings, fittings...whatever. mavis, huai kuan, ming xiu (hall queen!), daryl (hall king!), edwin and khay wee..ur were FAB ((: i hearts Mc's supper with ming xiu and edwin. yummy! cabbed back to hall and a few of us talked in edwin's room till 6+am. zomg.
monday. physics make up lec, total waste of time for me. then we celebrated prof law's b'dae. BarBeeQee time with the pageant peeps in Hall. ate like there was no tomorrow! KT was damn cute, he was super off and we just kept tricking him into drinking PURE. HAHA. there were onli around 8 of us left? we finished 3 bottles of absolut, 1 chivas, 1 baileys and some other stuff. omg. it was crazy. we played "who can hang onto the pillar for the longest time w/o sliding down". huai kuan & I won. haa. we only slept at 7+am and i konked out on my room floor. haha, huai kuan freaked out when she saw me on the floor.
Had lunch with Gen on tues. Treated her to breaktalk cake and Crystal Jade LMXLB ((: Farewell Gen when u fly off to UK. i'll miss u deep deep )): MISS ME.
HAPPY MID AUTUMN FESTIVAL! admired the moon, ate mooncakes and drank green tea in the night. haha, then we played with sparklers and carried lanterns around. we're a child once again ((: doncha miss those juvenile days and wish that you were a child again?
wed. slacked in the aft and then had dinner with raymond. haha, a "stranger" couple sitting with us started talking to us. omg, she was a 20 year old mother. damn young. and i'm like turning 19, but still in uni? haha. her husband is 26 years olds. maybe i should just quit school and start working. argh. went back to hall and changed. cabbed to zouk with fuhang and swee lee. it was like a mini NTU party. goodness. so many sports camp people there. we met up with raymond, gerald and friends. coffee shopp-ed for awhile then ming xiu came. edwin joined us later. shitzo nite, super dope i say. ((: ((: we supper-ed, cabbed back to hall and headed into bed at 7+am. zzzzzz.
thur.brunch at can A with fuhang, ming xiu and swee lee. then met yuqi to "mugg". ok, i was DAMN unproductive pls. kill me.
friday was unproductive for me too. i can't do ANY of my tutorials. i feel so sick in the brain that i don't even feel like reading anything. so i've been unproductive and i slacked like SHIT for the whole friggin' week. my labbie is such a distraciton. i've just finished watching the whole series of "devil beside you" on crunchyroll.com. i dunno wad will happen to my grades seriously. i feel like giving up. its so hard. i feel so stupid and helpless. I felt like i knew everything back in JC. I could handle almost all the problems. Now, I can't even handle the tutorials, what more the examinations. I don't even know who can I ask for help. Can i just give up and let go of everything? And i did damn badly or phy & chem test. erm, everyone got close to full marks? I wasted 24x7 hours of the whole recess week. I don't know how long I can pull through. I think I'm such a weakling. I wish I was back in PJ. I miss my friends. I miss ah bu and the back row gang. Never did I expect things to be this difficult...
I shall go shower and tuck all the shit into the bin. i'm gone.
ps. tc Andre. u got into a car accident, dislocated ur wadeva bones. OMG. worrying! so don't eva let that stupid friend of ur's drive u ard EVA again. i'll see ya soon ((:
I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space.
