empty.
25 August 2007 3:22:00 am
empty.Just finished bathing. And like what time is it now? 3+am. Residing in Hall SIX...just got back from HALL outing, 1 NITE Stand. Haha, corny name but wells, it was not bad. Was really packed with activities the whole of Friday. Morning to afternoon, school. Then off to Arts, Design and Media for the Nanyang Scholars award ceremony. Haha, I pretty like the CN Yang group of people, they're really nice. We're pretty tight ((: dance part was fun too. the buffet spread n cam whoring was even better. Then rushed to shir's 21st B'day bash at Bukit Batok's Club CSC. More buffet and sinful cakes & cupcakes! omg, can you see my waistline expanding? So much so for unintentionally losing weight during all the FOC.sigh. then cabbed down with paul to meet up with the Hall 6 peeps in Geylang supper-ing away. I never tried frog legs before, but it was my 1st time tonight. Verdict: chicken is
nothing once you eat frog legs. Its damn, good. ((:
Anyway, I've yet to talk bout my sports camp OG group, STANLEY. Loves((: Kian Hao and Wai San, our GLs were the best! Toons world <3 too. ((:
at UNIVERSE BeebEE Q.
them at camp ((:
And then, there was hall camp. My OG group,HORUS. Lotsa loves too ((:
I feel like a dumb ass amidst all the CN Yang people. Most of them understand the stuff. Me, just kill me seriously. I don't know how am I going to catch up. Math tutorial: not even one question touched. i'm lagging so badly but I don't even know how to help myself. I feel so
helpless. And this is where He comes in. But it's as though I treat Him as a door mat. God.
Busy is my middle name now. I really hate emo-ing away in Hall. Ade just wrote me something on our joint blog. Couldn't help but cry. I realise how much I need my close friends around me. I feel so distant away from all my pjc friends. I don't wanna be here. I wanna be where they are now. As much as I want to, I can't. I'm tired. I shall go to bed now. I'm gone.
and when will it end? when will I stop staring n envy?
