09 April 2007 8:01:00 am
betrayed. crushed.i feel old. i'm aging! help. Oh,
HAPPY EASTER EGGS!haha, pyjamas party at glenn's on 31st march wasn't all that kinky as one would imagine. hur hur nahs. everyone was tired and falling sick. we all caught the sneezing virus. so we held back on the drinks and snacks. we had movie marathon, Barnyard was the epitome of cutesy. super hilarious and corny jokes. made me cringed in pain so many times. super cartoon comedy. den we kinda started falling asleep caused the rest of the movies sucked.poor roy, tingyan n i had to squeeze on a single mattress on the floor ): as usual, ruo ning and glenn were in their OWN world. haha. room was super cold and the blanket was so small and thin.we kept tossing and turning on the bed, so we couldn't really sleep. *stares at tingyan. grrrr. SO tired. we had hearty McDelivery breakfast :D I had hotcakes with sausage. happy cakes!
Then we watched "the last kiss", lazed around, played PS2, snacked on food then it was home sweet home. It was a great get together. I simply love the gang. I hope it will be a fortnight thing. I wish.
sometimes things don't go as planned. you just paint a beautiful castle for yourself, a make-belief happy world, to make yourself feel loved.
Last monday, met clara dear for dinner after work. at last,after soooo long ((: we dined at holland v's swensens. baked rice and topless five. it was great catch up session with my dear eeyore. haha. sorry if i was a total bore dear. cam-whored at starbucks and we coffee-shopped sit with nachos&cheese n green tea. we'll meet up soon again gal. haf a great time at school ((: i wan the photos clara!
Work’s been pretty hectic this few days. So many new drawings to photocopy. My daily work routine is so so…omg…lets just say, I’m like a robot. It’s the same old shit everyday. Stamping…photocopying…filing…yawns…I’m so tired already.
HAPPY EASTER FRIDAY! I mean good Friday yeah ((: I didn’t really understand pastor’s message ): But the small cute lil girl sitting in front sure did entertain both small tim and I ((: Headed over to J8 for late lunch at crystal jade kitchen with small tim, gab, dan, john quek and heidi. It’s been sooooo long since I went out with that bunch of retards. Ok, small tim and quek were just rambling about army, army and ARMY. Heidi just stoned throughout lunch. Haha. We each ordered a bowl of noodles and six “lan” of tim sum :D yumm yumm, was my shrimp wanton noodle. Small tim’s beef brisket noodle soup was heavenly too. Everyone was ubber piggish, the plates of tim sum were overwhelming. Ah, pig out! John quek did NOT treat us in the end, but we’re gonna force him to when he books out with a $700+ OCS pay cheque. Damn.
Dan and gab can really make me crack, but gab’s words sometimes prick me real painfully. Haha, overall, it was a great catch up session. We sat down to talk till the whole lunch crowd left. I guess they are the only one who can make me feel all warm and comfy in plmc. Yes, I’m friendless and one big fat loner.
Seriously, it was suppose to be some great friday night but everyone just started backing out. And seriously, it wasn't even my business to text some people, but everything just fell into my hands. Wth, i was like the victimised messenger. It was such a hassle to text everyone and to find out that almost ALL of them couldn't make it in the end. Goodness. Pissed off. I'm just not gonna care anymore. Some even had the chick to sound angry with me. Oh of course, you didn't understand all the shit I went through. Shit, i shall stop complaining.
Stupid pungsai Reina pangsei-ed me. So Saturday afternoon was lonely and stormy. We were suppose to go shopping but she was working at the zoo in the morning. I bet she was scrubbing some smelly pig’s arse and cleaning up their brown shit. I bet you loved the smell bitch! Hurhur. SO we were suppose to meet at 3+pm. Then, it started to rain heavily at my place and she had to meet her friends at 6pm. So, shop wad? We’re gonna meet this Saturday yeah. Whoever pangsei, will have to shave her head. We took an oath already bitch. I’m so NOT gonna be the one shaving my head. I really wish to see your head like one of roy's and tingyan's, botak army boys. haaaaa..
It was off to grandpa’s house in the evening. Grandpa lost so much weight after those 10 days in hospital )):. He looks so frail, weak and breakable. He’s calves and thighs are as big as my arms, super long beans. He’s like 30+kg only but around my height. It’s really freaky, and he’s appetite is not very big. Argh.
HAPPY EASTER SUNDAY! easter eggs! Ok, easter Sunday is all about Jesus’ resurrection, but I’m like wth, Easter has become so commercialized that, what?, shopping malls celebrated Easter too? Find-the-Easter-egg-among-the-bushes contest? Companies marketing those chocolate Easter eggs and stuffs? Oh, though I would really love to eat the chocolate Easter eggs, yumm, haa. Yeah, I guess its fun that way. But still. It’s just like Christmas, over commercialised. Oh wells. Easter has lost its real meaning.
Had some stuff on in church. Then headed over to ade’s for some dvd session with everyone. We watched the grudge 2. so freaky can? Everyone was bent on scarring me ): ok, i can be really brave man. They were just underestimating me. Those scary movies don’t freak me out as much as before, I hope. Argh. Had a yummy zhi-cha dinner with her family. Watch that tummy girl!
My appetite has been horrendous lately. I'm eating at least one chocolate bar everyday and eating lotsa skippy crunchy peanut butter directly from the bottle. That's not including all my BIG meals. yumm yumm. So people if you see me on the street, please don't say i turned into a pig already. It's 8am.Boss just arrived. i'm off to do some photocopying and stamping till my eyes go red.
don’t wanna try don’t wanna try don’t wanna try no more.
so tired. holding on to the last bit of it. things are really so different now. everything feels so weird. do you ....?
