super dope.
17 March 2007 11:24:00 am
super dope.I'm over-worrying and i know that. That lack of self-confidence and inferiority complex. Argh. SO damn getting the better of me.
Anyway, i kinda screwed and messed up my online admission applications. wasted the whole of Monday. sadness. when shall i quit my job? low paying, so busy, fucked up boss, mundane duties, non-stop eating. but i got COOL colleagues. if i quit, I'll be penniless and jobless. I feel so sad for the trees too. Everyday, the paper consumption is ubber high, thousand over pieces of paper being used and jammed up in the stupid photocopier. I remember my goal since secondary school was to become an environmentalist and go on a mission to SAVE THE EARTH after i finish my studies. People laugh at my goal.haha. I pictured myself on national geographic channel or maybe working for national geographic, going to Brazil and many other countries to tell people to save the earth. Really feel sad for the ailing animal population and the poor trees and plants. Omg, i sound so dumb. But yes, its damn sad. Soon, the whole earth will be some super polluted place. Concrete jungle.
Another goal, inspired by the shopaholic book, to be a personal shopper. But its not really a professional profession here. All my unrealistic goals.
Everyone's encouraging me NOT to take chemical & biomolecular engineering. They say, "business!". But business is super hot now. Some think its common enginneering that i wanna take. Nopes. Its something more complex and hopefully, more interesting? with better jobs prospects? i hope. ): But some tell me to follow my interest, physics & math. Cai's taking the chem & biomolecular engin in poly and says its super hard & mugger madness. so wad now?
met up with kenneth, kelvin, audrey, darrell, cai and david at holland v's essential brews on Thursday, after work. after so darn long, we're finally meeting again. reminiscing about those sec sch days... ((: it was like non-stop blabbering, nonsence talk, gossiping, teasing and finger fooding.
nonsensical. was helluva fun. kenneth booked in ytd! aww, army's taking another guy away. hopefully, we're all gonna meet again next Friday night. partaaay. ((:
its the weekend again! met nich ytd evening for 300 at plaza sing. 300 was an ok movie. too narrative, not really for me. But super good plot. lotsa artsy fartsy scenes. call it art, not porn. Greek mythology. it was super bloody, gruesome. adultery, sex, lust, war, bravery, pride, glory, betrayal, greed. all the worldly desires. the spartan men are HOT. omg, every single one of em have super toned and HOT bod. rippling eight packs. and it was showing during the entire show cauz, well, maybe the weather is too hot, so they go around half naked. Oh, maybe its a symbol of bravery, not wearing clothes to show ur bod is toned and you worked out to be one of the finest, hottest spartan warrior. haha. any men would die for their bod. as for the spartan women, super pretty. i wouldn't wanna wear their clothes though, too revealing. Anyway, I might have a new found interest. Gelare! My 1st time eating gelare's ice-cream yesterday night. Had chocolate obsession. I felt like the statue of liberty as i walked around with the long ice cream cone. Guess I'll be caught tongue-lickin' at gelare, pretty soon.
Going to meet ting yan at vivo later for some quick shopping, i hope. i miss that geek ((: then maybe we'll meet the rest later at his place for a super chill-out night. i'm gone ((:
slowly.stealthily.my girls. tiff's 19h. hopefully this will go on forever.
