31 March 2007 1:42:00 pm
hope dangles on a string.new blogskin ((: just wanted to try out something new.
online chatting about church with dan and the church peeps i used to hang out with didn't help. If only there was someone beside me to comfort me as those lemon drops rolled down. I really wonder what i go to church for. Yes i love Him, i believe in Him. As much as i try to listen to sermon, i don't seem to be absorbing anything beneficial from it. Its like, every thing's washed away once i leave the place. Its such a spiritual battle. I really don't wanna go for church camp. I just wanna shut myself from them. I can't face them when i'm just standing alone on that freaking ground.
they are laughing at you loner.Gotta work later at Gwen's parents NTU alumni club restaurant. Then its to glenn's place for kinky pyjamas party. nightgowns and kinky shit. haha, nahs.kidding.shhhyzerr. Just a good stayover with some 05s17 peeps with great company, mahjong, bitchy talks, foodie, dvds and booze. blast it off. i'm gone.
call on me. don't just forget me. remember how way back we started off.
my skinny twin.
