Glory to HIm,.
03 March 2007 1:07:00 pm
Glory to Him.Insomnia has been really draining me shit deep.It doesn't help that the friday results day and work stress is aggravating the situation. my body feels totally horrid and exhausted.i feel so queasy and intoxicated.am i going to die soon? will i die of lack of sleep, i'm scared. argh. i'm waking up at 2+am and won't sleep from then on, drifting in and out of sleep every half hour. I so need SLEEPING PILLS.
I forgot to bid my dear sydney journey mercies! sydney's gone for 2 months, work attachment in myanmar :( luckily we met up last thurs for dinner. xiao long bao,la mian and guo tie ((: i'm so gonna miss him. tc my dear friend.
Work stress has really gotten the better of me.Work load is increasing and i have to work at a speedy pace. just kill me. we're short handed and i'm just a lil temp staff. maybe i should quit and take a break, or change job?
Celebrated Tiff Ting's b'day on wed. HAPPY NINETEEN DEAR.ur last teenage year. jie meis met up at Bugis' V8 movie cafe for dinner. tiff's bf came along too.haha, poor him, felt so extra. food was ok, cheesy fries was great. then we went back to
old school and decided to take sec sch-ish neoprints.haha, its been awhile since i took neoprints. will upload those retarded pics soon. it was a quick but fab dinner as usual. just hope we'll continue to meet for each jie mei's b'day. don't fly aeroplane!
Knowing the fact that results were going to be out on friday (which was yesterday), really "worsened" my insomnia. super nervous, panicky, thinking about my results 24-7. On thur night,i was going bonkers, talking to myself and going mad. Slept at 11pm but woke up at 2+am and couldn't sleep from then on.it was really horrid.so wanna sleep but i couldn't.its worse than drinking lotsa coffee.sigh. headed to school alone, trembling along the way. settled down with class peeps in the hall. omg kah leng n rong xiang from my class scored 4 As! our class peeps did pretty well too.Ade & sarahrah, i'm so proud of ur too. anyway, CONGRATS to everyone who did well ((: our sch did really really well this year,dragon babies power. a big leap in improvement and no. of As.
I really thank God for my grades. HE really saw me through my whole A'level process. someone pinch me back to reality. Just hope to get a scholarship now, since mom n dad will be financially tight even if they were to send me to a local uni :( sis is in aussie studying, finances have been super tight.argh..
To my dearest
Ade, my beloved bestie, without us pushing each other, i don't know where will we end up. Those fun Mc'donalds moments,large tubs of ice-cream during mugging with mr ryan sheng shiong, late in school, late trips home, cool big dinners on weekends for relaxation, slacking while we're totally sick of the books, mugging while we can, vcds and TV, dinner at your place.. you were my source of strength throughout my two years in JC. yes some people called us like freaking "names"..you know. but we know best right? I hope everything goes back to normal for both of us, although its the fact that things have changed between us, you will ALWAYS be my one and only bestie for life. you heard me? ((:
Mr edmund ling and ms jane lee,ur rock steady! and to mom and dad, i hope i made you proud ((: dad, all those name calling didn't work, but i still forgive you. i know you meant well,somehow.
without HIM, nth is possible.pave my future.heading over to sky's house soon, rogues n ruggers will be there i think.blackjack! mahjong? then its potluck at mr edmund ling's house, at his new crib :D more hong baos i hope ((: shall go see how's my banana cake doing in the oven! i'm gone ((:
