drained to the bottom.insomia
05 February 2007 12:01:00 pm
Drained to the bottom. Insomia.i'm totally worn out,drained to the bottom,literally. i'm so so tired. Lack of sleep has led to me falling sick. phuture on saturday night with dawn,glenn,RN n roy didn't make things any better, instead it triggered off my bad bad state. I'm having a sore throat now. Lost my voice. I sound like a freaking
trans.
i feel so horrid i just wanna take MC n not come to work.
Have been so tired during work cauz quality of sleep has been really bad. i wake up almost every hour during sleep, like how bad is that? i'm dreaming and having nightmares about myself filing documents & drawings at work, waking up during many many intervals. i mind as well don't sleep at all man. i find it so difficult to fall asleep too.
insomia. i'm damn sad that i can't have quality sleep. ): i'm feeling like an old woman.i'm going to look like an old FUGLY hag if i'm not gonna get well soon n get more rest...
didn't have the intention to go phuture with the rest on sat nite. but since dawn was going back to aussie soon, i'll just do sth for her, and accompany her. haha, dawn, u
need me with you rite. and YES, our cute small slit eye guys! ): haha. our date next week again. well, if i get well soon, and have enough rest and enough energy. i totally miss ruo ning too.was so glad she could join us. haven't seen her for quite awhile (pssst. she's been earning BIG BUCKS). n she looks so gaunt now.work has caused her to lose so much weight. oh sigh, all i do is eat everyday, can i lose weight too? haha. i just ate a 250g bar of chocolate in 2-3 days at work, after having full meals.
stop ur greedy mouth ching!
i'm so gonna miss u dawn when u leave. fly back once a week?
i'm sorry roy.sunday afternoon-youth adult get tgt once a month on sunday was pretty good. my 1st time attending it. but it was their 2nd session anyways. at least i didn't have to crawl out of bed in the morning knowing that i slept at 4+am the nite before. but i still woke up pretty early, 9+am.sermon topic was sex & break-ups. and it goes...blah blah blah..
went grocery shopping with momsy n sis in the nite. not a very happy moment :/
i got to get MORE sleep. pray that i'll get well soon ((:
Here's to all those whom i truly miss:paul-a-laul-a-laul. yummy dinner.now we switch from high class dining to lower class.hur hur.
cheak cheak,hearty happy morning breakie soon? miss! <3 oh,n sushi buffet on 15feb,can?
bestie ah bu!dinner dinner?
reina,u pang sei-ed me last sat :( well v'day ladies nite?
andre, ikea- meat balls fries chicken wings.u totally forgot bout me n my sweet 18! haha,its ur dinner treat this time!
alana, i thought we were suppose to meet soon?
kaiyin, shopping shopping shopping.
gen, starbucks 3pm, suntec city.
sydney,our long time ago "let's meet for dinner soon" has neva been fulfilled.
shir jie, the cheapo shopping at bugis. when when?
ting yan, i wanna see ur bald head, i so miss u.
clara, stella, gracia, haven't seen ur for stoneages.
So we just trust & obey. that's what You wrote. No doubts, no questioning. just obedience. For that is Your word. I understand now.
