work work work.
30 January 2007 10:16:00 pm
work work work.die die die.work is reali takin a toll on my body.tho i'm startin 2 get use 2 the early timing but, its still so tiring. i feel like a robot. everyday is like a routine. wake up, have breakfast, of to work. work's over, home sweet home, have dinner, tv & bath time, off to dreamland. i guess most 18 yr olds r goin thru e same thing if dey haf a 5-day work week ): jenny (my colleague) took leave from thur to sat.so,with the little that i had learn from mon-wed, i was left to die alone, doing all the admin work at the production site on my own. it was lonely lonely sitting at the table from thur-sat w/o jenny ): but there were many nice uncles n funny colleagues that made my day better.
it was hectic then slack day on saturday. got a ride to clementi from uncle ricky. hell to adult fare man n slow SBS buses. had a late myojo noodle lunch.slack abit n then headed to town at 6+pm to meet dawn, cheak n roy. i got a new pair of wedges ((: had dinner at KFC n we cabbed down to zouk. we were quite early. act,its was quite dumb, e fact that we knew phuture was playing music made by local DJs n zouk was playin house, n we still went there *stares at CHEAK.. haha,CHEAK! u always make ALL the wrong decisions. how many times do you have to learn from ur mistake.i'm kiddin! but stil luv u Cheak,u're juz a dumb dumb ((: listen to me next time k?hahaha.
met some of cheak's fren, charissa, rebecca, sherilyn n her grp of guy frens. four of us plus sher,becca n char decided 2 cab down to MoS since e music sucked, but those 3 gals got bounced. so we decided not to pang sei em. basically the whole nite was pretty fucked up. everyone had their fucked up moments of anger n bitch fits. the whole nite was quite bad. unhappiness n tension among the 4 of us. i don't noe how it turned out dis way. n there some turn off moments.
becca got freakin' drunk n puked like shit cauz it was her 1st time. argh. how wil i put it. another dumb nite. but sher n char r real energizer bunnies. it was,WOAH.
cabbed home with roy roy.
cheer up dawn.talk to her soon yeah? you'll be gone in two weeks time. i'm so gonna miss you, but we'll be meeting this sat nite rite? ((:
i didn't go to church on sunday. i'm restless during sermon, not paying attention during adult service. i've been missing in action from youth service for so long to even feel like going back. i'm lost in some transition, caught in the middle. wth,i don't see a point going for service when i can't even take my mind off other stuff. as much as i feel darn guilty, i need to know my purpose of going to church. if i'm not paying attention, what difference does that make me from a sunday christian? gosh. and i really really wanna listen to sermon.
went over to ade's in the evening.it felt a lil weird initially. but then, it slowly felt like a normal evening at ah bu's place. rojak dinner! ade luv!
work is making me so stress.stress.blood boil.
gtg slp now.tata ((:
