drama queen.

pain pain pain

14 January 2007 10:07:00 am

pain.

its the weekend.n i'm so cause i get to rest. well,it doesn't help that my body clock still wakes me up at like 8am on a saturday morning although i slept at 12am-ish on friday night? sigh. so,i'm still freaking TIRED. was so looking forward to the weekend after a whole week of work. early mornings and worsening dark eye rings + eye bags ): utterly devastated, i think i need extreme makeover to give me plastic surgery. all the early mornings make me feel OLD. i don't know why. but poor ah-bu has to work OT on so many days, and even have to work on saturdays?!? my poor gal. ade,at least you get to earn the big bucks :/ i got a miserable pay.i feel like going on a vacation to shop till i drop suddenly,alone.

i've put on my braces! well,its not as exciting as i thought. its actually very tormenting and painful. the wire of the braces is actually slicing into my gums, causing abrasions and wounds. my teeth and gums hurt like shit. i can't even chew or bite. the only thing i can eat is porridge or soft food. i miss all my yummy n sinful cravings :/ sadness is a tragedy.well,at least i can still enjoy A sinful tub of ice cream.haha. brushing my teeth is a chore too. i take like 10-15 minutes. goodness. first, i use a normal toothbrush and then its the interdental one. its so painful to eat then i don't even feel like eating already. omg, "ching not eating?!" i'm a pig, and everyone knows that. i'll just not chew and swallow the food. (i need an enlarged throat.) but this is what braces do to you. oh my, sorry if i'm exaggerating, but its really very bad.

on my way to work on friday, an accident occurred outside my work place. a motorcyclist crashed head on into a BIG lorry. my colleagues didn't see that dead covered body. but i saw. it was quite shocking at first. i was thinking to myself,is that a man's body under that black thrash bag, omg it is! i saw his right feet n hand sticking out of the large thrash bag with some traces of blood. with this, a cliche' statement; life is so fragile.

met CHEAK in the morning for clementi porridge. wow,happy hearty breakfast waiting for us ((:
it was yummy yummy yummy. no pain for my gums ((: then, greediness got the better of us and we ordered chwee kueh (wadeva it is). headed over to suntec/marina square to shop(before the crowd starts filling in) while cheak went home to take a poop in the toilet,yes shit.
we had lunch at marina food loft, to think we had breakfast not long ago. tried my luck on ban mian. all e noodles got stuck, couldn't chew on the vegetables.so i decided to give up on eating the ban mian. dessert was a TUB of bud's lava brownie ice cream. totally sinful, when cheak and me want to lose weight. haha. shopped around. the end-season sale at zara, topshop, dorothy perkins and miss selfridge were very disappointing. so we decided to go into shops, we don't usually go to. went into fox and i got myself a pair of khaki pants at around 60% off.
we walked around carrefour "koping" free food samples and mineral water. i would never do that usually, but with stupid cheak, anything dumb is possible. un-glam-ness, haha. luv grocery window-shopping,.get to look at all the yummilicious food.
i have never thought of going into U2 cause the exterior doesn't look that fantastic, but oh wells, we just went in for fun anyway. you can get the clothes there for a steal. seriously. got a pants, chi-chi looking black coat and green blouse. cheak got a berms and coat. happiness,blissful-ness, spend spend spend. retail therapy is sheer pleasure. cheak, thanks for the day, was great! u missed snooker to go shopping with me. i shall do you a favour and find u a TALLER gal. you know...haha. and i think i just burnt a hole in my wallet :/
taking off to church now. tata! good week ahead,and as soon as it started, the weekend is OVER ):

and sometimes, i feel as though they treat my like a fool. a child. a dumb ass that doesn't know anything.someone who needs super protection. a juvenile kid. am i that blonde to ur? i'm not pissed at all. your know i won't get pissed at all. i forget all so quickly that it makes me even more vulnerable. but if it makes your happy, brings your laughter and joy, i find no qualms in being your dumb blonde. i'm happy, i really am. we play different rolls in life i guess. i destined
to play this role and i should be glad about it.

Got this photo from the web.
And this is Us at the inter-jc pageant.
its cropped. i was standing infront n my arms looked horrendously freaking big ): it can't be shown to all man-kind. but clara has uploaded the original one.argh!