legal!
23 December 2006 2:57:00 pm
legal!19th December-legal 18.
It all went wrong. i can juz eat shit n go die.
Morning- Was raining n chilly.met Samantha at her blk n her dad drove us 2 e` work place at tanjong pagar. i'm goin 2 take over her job 4 two wks while she's away on a holiday.
GOSH.i tink 19th dec is reali an UNLUCKY dae.all e` office lifts had power failure.n our office was like 20th storey? so we waited 4 darn long b4 e lifts cld work again.
Well,she taught me all e stuff till 10+am n i zoomed off 2 jurong east 2 meet ade n meiyi.since i decided to go ice skating but it din work out,we juz decided 2 go town, n go NTH.
Poor kaiyin was stuck at home cauz her freakin big sis hid her e` house keys somewhere.reali wished she was ard.i'll juz go kill her big sis now.
so we juz walked ard,shopping...felt so pathetic.it was raining so heavily,wadeva plans 2 do sth were destroyed.
ate lunch at subway,had a craving.there was onli 3 of us,so there wasn't much we cld do.
den janet n ryan joined us.n we walked ard somemore.
Kaiyin i guess u were e` onli one who reali knew how i felt. it was all a masquerade.it was a facade.i reali wanted 2 feel happy.i reali din wan my mood 2 affect everythin.shopping was juz an anesthesia.so it juz rained e whole dae,literally.
bot some stuff.
a white ms selfridge bag.
a glittery blue tube top from dorothy perkins.
black pants from zara.
headed home 4 dinner.den rushed outa home.ting yan came 2 pick me in a cab n we headed down 2 attica at 9pm 2 collect e` party tix from e` organiser.
waited 4 every1 2arrive.we got a small table n e place dat crowded.i tink i busted a BIG hole in my wallet.paid $48 4 2jugs of housepour n $10per person 4 a bottle of champagne every1 shared. party groupie: ade(besties),kaiyin,kaixin,char,leonard,ida,tim,roy,tingyan
party ended ard 3am,pretty early. found out my camera was stolen.gone.even tho there were our own ppl alwaes at our table.bet it was those guys who were hooking suzie up.those guys sat at our table.how kind of me 2 invite suzie(a total stranger) to our table,n sth like dat happen.
i guess i got onli myself to blame 4 my carelessness.i'm so so careless n unlucky.i tot i was cautious enuff,afta two of my wallets n one hp were stolen from me last yr.i ought 2 kill myself 2 dat.
plus e cam's not mind.its my grandpa's,i reali dunno how 2 inform him bout it.i'm at a lost.shaken.
n i tink i shall stop here.someone wake me up from my self-pity mode.i tink i'm irritatin all those ard me wit my toks of regrets,whines,complains n cries.but i reali can't help it.
sorry my frens.
trying to:
Forget bout e` rainy day.forget bout doin nth but shopping on the dae.forget bout e` masquerade i hadta put on infront of ur.forget bout the lousy afternoon i had.forget bout the failed surprise ur tried to pull off.try forget bout my b'dae cake dat got lost in attica.
fuck to the person who stole my camera at attica.
what i reali wan is my frens to b ard me. no nd 4 those surprises or wad haf u.i dun wanna expect so much cauz sometimes when u do...u noe wad happens... so, to my DEAR FRENS, THANKS 4 everythin. so sorry ur hadta see me cry on my b'dae. so glad ur cld turn up at the party.it was hella a gd time. luv u all. <3 style="font-weight: bold;">anesthesia. tot Cor wasn't comin alr,den suddenly she juz came from behind wit a slice of choc cake ((: n a balloon.haha. took pics n walked ard town afta dat n OMG,i left my hp at wisma's toilet.i did IT again.luckily e` aunty cleaner picked it up n returned it 2 me.i outa be shot dead.
wonderful nite.
21st dec. work. boss was very nice n distributed e` hamper goodies among me,susan n shilah. woots! yummy yummy.den met cheak at vivo 4 dinner.ate at coffee club. yumm yumm.n silly cheak was so nice,he got me a mud pie cum b'dae cake.haha,wit green peas as decorations.thanks cheak!!
gtg work at oriental now :/ hope its fine 2dae!
i luv my dear frens!thanks a million lovelies. tata.
THANK YOU
mom n dad for e chocs.
meiyi n mj for e` silver clutch bag.
janet n kaiyin for e` pretty pink roses.
kaiyin for e b'dae cake which i neva gotta see or eat.haha.
roy for e` aldo ear rings.
roy n ting yan for the cheese cake slice.
ruo ning n glenn for e` kinky topshop underwear.
chin yoong for ur pretty pretty b'dae card.
tiff ting for ur cute lil mug.
cheryl for ur photo frame n note.
cor for e` big balloon,nydc choc slice,silver cross n card.
cheak for e` mud pie, green peas n bacardi rum.
paul for e` b'dae card.
did i 4get ani1?
further n further the red sea parted.
