boring boring boring.
04 December 2006 7:26:00 pm
Boring,loser-ish life i live.how loser am i.haha.wth.
us at momo.bestie,dearest RN wit her darling.
i dunno wads wrong wit my spiritual life recently.its bad.i gotta put God 1st.i'm like ok,one moment i nd HIM, i seek HIM,nt moment i 4get bout HIM.omg,how can i do dis?!?he watched me over e` A'levels period.now dat i'm more free,i shld b walking even closer 2 him.grrr. i must haf more discipline in my QT.
sunday
guess wad?i skipped church.i almost killed myself 4 doin so,how ironical. i was like a loser...went to town n headed 2 e library 2 "repent".i ended up reading mags n searching 4 bimbo storybooks. den headed over 2 ade's place to slack. 5+ pm,wenta holland v's FOS wit shir n ade 2 see wad cheap deals we can find.bot a red top n red hollister shorts.reali cheap! we met up w` paul-a-laul 4 dinner at crystal jade la mian xiao long bao.aww man,yummy yummy,tantalising.we ordered xiao long bao,guo tie,spicy peanut sauce la mian n spicy meat sauce la mian.heavenly.we were so full.i tink i'm reali reali growing fatter.i can tell,clothes tighter,n i'm eating non-stop. :/we walked ard n walked paul home. it was gweat ((:
went 4 two interviews today.loser-ish me,yes alone again.i got such a
gd life man.ade's off 2 chalet.its like no honey,no money,nobody love's me club.i got so mani things i wanna buy.reserved a zara pants at liat building.gonna get it 2mr.goin 4 job training 2mr too from 9+ to 5+.i got e job!but i got no frens there :( hope it works out ((: den SA party w` geek,roy n cheak in e` nite. hopefully,my hols wil get beta as e` days past. my bestie's b'dae is up. zoo zoo zoo....for now.tata.
dat nite seemed so unreal.was it e` real me.was it juz a hallucination.did it reali happen...
