PMS
18 August 2006 11:49:00 pm
angst.anger.irritant.pms.whining.frustration.pissed.restless.mood-swinging.sulky.sad.i dunno wads wrong wit me.losing my fuse so easily dis few daes.my over-sensitive edge is creeping back again.i'm whining like nobody's business esp during physics lesson.so restless. i get so irritate by some ppl so easily.wad's wrong with me? maybe its my bad.mayb i'm e irritant huh.irritating every1 with my whining,foot stomps,highs n sighs,over sensitivity,complains. makes me feel so disgusted wit myself. i feel like an inflated balloon.
juz cldn't control myself 2dae,dun even noe wad i cried 4.got pissed with some1,got pissed during physics.i feel as tho i'm goin 2 sch 4 no reason.sitting in class,marking e answers,not listening,falling aslp.trying to concentrate.argh.not even having consultation with my teachers.mayb i'm juz too conceited? wth. i tink i can't even sit still,listenin 2 em explain e` problem sums.mayb i tink having consultation is juz a waste of time. it was a bad dae 2dae. sorri and thank u back row ppl n ade 4 putting up with me. some1 pls knock some sense into me. its ike
74 more days to the BIG BIG fat A's. theres so lil time,so much more things i wanna do,but too late 2 regret. i juz gotta lk forward.draw my strength from God. i'm juz gonna break down ani moment...
last tues' National dae cele in sch sucked big big time.except 4 e break dancers mostly from my class. our guys were so down rite sexy. n dat stupid photographer kept wanting to take snapshots of ruo ning,me,sally n jamie. bet he wanted 2 capture us in our
unglam moment.true enuff.wth wth. e` national dae pics were posted up on a board in e` canteen 2dae.rite smack there was me n ruo ning's unglam face with our mouths open while cheering.it was so so unglam. went 4 sakae sushi buffet @ marina square with back row ppl.roy,ting yan,ruoning,glenn,alana.it was to cele the guys b'dae.it was sweet.it was good.gluttony.sinful.yes,sinful cauz we wasted so much rice with our secret method.till our next b'dae cele for we,gals ((:
i tink i gotta go slp now.tired.
wad am i suppose to do now?where to start?i'm lika lost sheep.lemmi join e no honey,no money,nobody luvs me club too!
