skinnies.
30 July 2006 10:41:00 pm
time goes by,reali fastmadonna's song is totally contradictory to wad all e` J2 students r feeling now.its onli 90+ more days to A's.i've neva imagined myself in dis situation.anxiety rush.guess wad?i dun even feel anithin.someone pls punch a sense of urgency into me.work's been fine.but juz pilling up.u can see everybody muggin everywhere.hopefully dat will motivate me ((: mid yr results r ok.an improvement from common test in march ((: thank God.
rogues had our M1 sch rugby series last wednesday.it was our LAST touch rugby game as a team.it marked an end to our legacy in pj as rogues,our juniors 2 continue it. it was e BEST game eva.we din play under pressure,no tempers flaring,no shouting.juz pure laughter,lazing n basking in the hot sun ((: .n we were so darn lazy,we sat ard 2 talk during intervals.felt a lil scared watching e` other teams practice their game moves.but i guess we work beta under these conditions.game was gd.we won
cup champions.1st.we did it.we waited so long 4 dis. i guess some ppl wun believe we wld clinch e` 1st place cauz dey neva knew bout touch rugby's achievements or our games we played.its fine.i guess as long as its our personal achievement,its fine.we did it.juz quite sad by some bad vibes ard :/ felt rather demoralised.
dear rogues,our neva neva forget u gals.we're juz e same kind of gals who were placed perfectly tgt as a team.from sleepover parties,chalets,
shopping,trainings,competitions,carnivals,mugging sessions,dinners,we've been thru it all tgt. cliche` tho,but seriously,life wld neva been e` same w/o ur. its like,i can't believe its all gonna end here,n now we've gotta bury our heads into our darn books.i'll neva neva forget
anyone of ur
.and sexy Nid,u've been a blessing to our team,specially coming down to help us with our trainings.u're reali precious to us.
i love u rogues. <3
Looking ard,friends ard u dieting while you're binging lika pig.yes,u ching,u're the pig,u noe dat.no self control.binge is all u noe.worried you r 4 them,as u see them slowly shrink into lil toothpicks,so contrasting from the shadow of their past bodies.but at e same time,how do u feel being a pig?so do i cave in? is bamboo=beautiful? wad is beautiful then? is everything juz so shallow? victoria beckham has brot up an army of skinnies wearing US size zero.i wear US size 4.and i will not cave in.
12 July 2006 7:06:00 pm
menu for today.
morning breakfast: a donut (sinfully sprinkled with lotsa sugar)
recess: 2+slices of blackforest cake (glenn n lixin's b'dae)
more than 10 sticks of dog shit (pork floss sticks)
lunch: foodie at home
tea: a packet of sunflower seeds & 17 pieces of biscuits (yes,binging again)
dinner:foodie at home + a big big fuji apple
at e` rate i'm eating....hmmm,its quite dangerous,i've been eating like a pig.argh.nvm,metabolic rate,work it work it,work ur ass now.
i'm tired.
07 July 2006 9:24:00 am
gd bye brazili'm so tired.juz finished mid yrs on wed.stupid sch,dragged it till 2wks,unlike other schs.grrr.aniwae,thru out e` whole mid yrs,i din feel anitime,din reali feel stressed,mayb juz felt e` nd 2 mugg cauz i din mugg enuff?hmmms,since i wasted so much time in sch doin stupid things durin e` hols alr :/ but i tink dis exams r gonna work our momentum till A's.HOPEFULLY. ah wells..
i got so mani stuff on wishlist now.oh man.worked @ oriental ytd.wore sis stupid court shoes.e` heels were dam high,which pushed my toes rite 2 e` front.worked 4 15hr.omg,my feet,knees n arms r aching like no one's business.each step i take on e` stupid balls of my feet is like needles poking on me. all e` sales now ain't gd.so boring,nth catches our eyes.i'm sad.i'm broke too,so i can't buy anithing. eating lika pig dis few daes,can feel myself expanding,nahs,.haha. you go high metabolic rate! ate 10 choc muffins,some pastries,turkey n mani cookies as snacks ytd,while working.hurh hurh.juz ate n ate.dat was like a lunch cum tea.wth.i stil wenta haf dinner afta dat.holy cow ((: all e` sinful high calorie sweet pastries. goin 2 ade's later.i'm gone!
bored stiff.brazil is a disappointment :/ my poor brazil.
