GSS

26 June 2006 10:25:00 pm

great s'pore sale no.3. mid years

ook,my final spendings haf reach over a whopping 500 bucks.so i've spent more tham 500 alr.who's gonna sponser me?i tink i'm tokin to myself. no self control,juz indulgence n excessive buying.its like a craze.no,a.... an obssesion,yes shopping.n dear kai yin,it was great,with you.retail therapy dat is.n i'll b there for ya alwaes yeah?now study hard.

2mr's math paper.n i've wasted enuff time studyin in sch.sch's a distraction.ppl talking ard,keep turning my head.wth.i can do two math qns in 2 hrs,how's dat?studyin in sch has destroyed my whole muggin plan.i've not finish muggin.i'm frettin.too much tv,tv all e` way in e` nite.i'm scared.paranoid.i dun wanna take my A's.mummy! arghh..

i wan shopping n pizza n food.i tink i'm growing fatter,downing tonnes of high calorie food.i can't stop eating,full to e` brim,stil eat.gorging myself.i nd 2 go on a diet.but i'm sure to fail,ok vege n fruits onli? chocs n fatty fd,mc's,all e` sinful foody thru e` whole hols.omg i dunno wad i'm typing.i'm goin mad..

GOd bless my mid yr exams.

some freaking nice song i've been spinning on my i-pod lately.thks w ade.

Deep and Meaningless

by Rooster

I, I don't know why I miss you so much

Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the queston why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

Chorus:
If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn that's sad)

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me

GSS

04 June 2006 7:07:00 pm

great singapore sale no. 3- i am so so broke.i'm a bankrupt now.

i am shocked and shaken.my GSS spendings went over a $400 barrier.to tink i set my limit to 200bucks.but with two impulsive n compulsive shoppers(kaiyin n me),its a death penalty 4 our bank accounts n wallets.so far,i've spent $425.15.i've been practically shopping everydae,chucking aside my studies.the great s'pore sale is causing me a big deal,my health(unawaringly skipping dinner in e` mids of mad shopping & coming home late late,dark eye rings,so tired n totally exhausted),my studies(no time to study wit all these shopping trips).
n my bank account(i've spent more than i saved alr,wit nets card,its bad). i dunno wad to sae.but its stil sweet pleasure making all the purchases ((: so afta chem lec on fridae,towned w` kai yin.got my yellow top from zara.den saw lotsa pretty pretty heels n pumps in novo.got a uh-hem* from metro.haha.we were rushing 4 time.den i headed home @ 9+pm,afraid dat mom wld scold me.wth,momsie wasn't at home!i shld haf joined kaiyin at raffles city,cauz dey had midnite sale/shopping! argh!
den on sat morn,rushed to bugis junction to get my black pumps,e` last pair,but dey cldn't make reservations 4 me @ e` wisma branch.so i hadta lugg myself down to get my hands on it.walked ard,den headed home 4 lunch.set off in e` evening to meet kaiyin for late nite shopping at marina square.e` mid nite sale was from 8pm-12am.ate a quick dinner n begin our shopping rush.made quick stops ard.omg,e` prices were slashed by alot,but stil not alot.i wanted to buy everythin.bot a skinny jeans from ms selfridge. e whole place was so crowded,i felt so intimidated.every1 was juz rushing to get their hands on e` clothes n shoes.it was a mad rush.rather crazy.many had store wide sales.den rushed off to my bus stop juz in time 2 catch e` 2nd-last bus home.coincidentally met yurong on bus 75.yay!had company home ((:
woke up early for church.feet hurt like hell.bleeding blisters.haa.afta church,headed to junction 8 to get a cropped shorts.got a white pointy flats from xccesories too. dis is wad excessive retail therapy for 5 days did to my wallet.haha.sweet misery.

pssss.thanks loads kaiyin.i luv shopping wit you.just dat our spendings wun haf a limit when we shop tgt.we can't make decisions.we juz "see,oh its nice and buy." no qualms.

everyone hates me.i'm losing yet another you.and it always seems like i'm always in the wrong.so am i suppose to defend myself like how you always do,or submit to you?why am i always the one in the wrong?what have i done wrong?am i that bad?or,do i know another you?have you changed?i'm so confused.the world is spinning round n round.i just feel like laying down and fall into slumberland.what's going on?God tell me.

its alright.i'm ok.i think God can explain.

GSS

01 June 2006 11:19:00 pm

great singapore sale no. 2

oh man.another GSS report.i'm getting haunted by GSS everydae.i've not been doin ANITHIN dis whole wk.i had so many plans 2 mugg like mad,but i'm doin e` opposite,n its all cauz of e` great s'pore sale :/alr went one round of crazy shopping.had another round 2dae ((: juz sweet,pleasure.no pain at all. had SRU touch rugby competition 2dae,but it rained,so dey postponed e` match.it was on e` lousy cheapo field called farrer park field situated @ little india.grrr.no shelter,every1 was drenched.so e` whole rogues team headed 2 marina square.juz cldn't resist e` shops along citilink.den it was marina square,new n revamped.huge huge shops,bigger than those in town w` much more variety.we spent more than an hr at zara.lana felt unaccomplished.haa.i almost went crazy again lkin at all e stuff.got a polka dot tote bag from miss selfridge n a top from topshop. yummy yummy,gonna get my yellow top i reserved at zara 2mr ((: n i'm headin 2 town 2mr 4 more shoppin. n on sat,its marina square's midnite shoppin till 12am. wisma's on fri n sat.whee. is there a job 2 shop? i wish. n my debit card bills wil b chalking up sooner or later. dis is reali retail therapy. gtg bathe,juz reached home. sweet shopping dreams.

i luv polka dots.