great singapore sale
28 May 2006 10:28:00 am
the great singapore sale!!!update:pjc rugby a'div plate champs :D well done guys.it was at home team academy.e` SA ppl were so rude.dey juz barged their way into our space.brats.no manners at all.at least ask us nicely,we'll gladly move.put urself in our shoes.how wld u feel bein shoved to one side when our own rugby team haven't even come infront of us 2 bow n say thank you?selfish brats.
its e` june hols alr.its up to me to decide how i wanna use my time wisely during june.sigh.its been another emotionally draining week.wednesday was horrid.is it me or my ankle?am i reali dat lousy or did my ankle hinder any progress i cld have made?i feel so lousy.i feel like crap shit.it was a big blow.not dat i'm not in it.it doesn't matter whether i'm in or out.reali.but to noe dat its my ankle dat spoiled everythin.but i bet,some of em may tink dat its not cauz of my ankle,its juz plain lousy me.to noe dat i'm not on par.is my ankel juz an excuse?ok,wth.i haven't trained 4 3mths gdness.ok,i shall not harp on it.
walking alana out on friday afta training was simply heart warming.i guess it was weird at 1st cauz we haven't reali talked to each other for reali long. sometimes i feel as tho i dunno who dis gal which had been my bestie during my jc1 1st 3mths.its as tho i dunno who you r animore since we've drifted.i miss you bitch. yes i agree,we shld talk more often.but gal tink bout it,how many chances wld we haf 2 tok 2 each other constantly?but it was stil a gd amount of bitching dat fridae evening.i luv u bitch ((:
e` great singapore sale has kicked off ((: i'm a happy gal.went crazy shopping ytd @ taka n wisma.met meiyi n mj. 1st stop:Fox.nth reali great tho :/neva reali liked fox but there were some yummy tops.den zara,yawns,new season was boring n there were stil old stocks.my puffed up polka dot skirt was stil there. den wenta stadium 2 check out some pony shoes.boring. den headed to M)phosis.it was madness.gals n women squeezed into dat packed shop.mostly 70% n 50% off everythin.it was seriously sweet pleasure.got a brown checkered skirt (i saw 1yr ago), a black spag n bracelet.sadly,i din even feel e`
pinch when i signed my signature 4 my debit card.haha. dats wad i call
retail therapy.all my retail candy!! sheryl joined us. mango was so-so.saw some nice stuff. den bot my silver bag from Accezzorize which i saw 2mths ago. mission accomplished. den headed to topshop.dey re-stocked.tried on some clothes w` kaiyin n meiyi.we waited 4 e`
midnite sale 2 start.it was 20% off normal priced items from 9pm-12am.bot 2 tops n a white shorts. retail therapy filled my tummy,it was my dinner.there wasn't anitime for dinner.i tink i almost went crazy.i'm a happy gal ((: spent almost 200 bucks.almost.is 200 alot?not reali rite.ok,theres more 2buy.e` sale is for 1+mths moreover.my head feels light....
got blacks fun touch later.i'm off.wish me luck.
sweet misery
lousy
21 May 2006 9:55:00 pm
lousy losuy lousyits been an emotionally draining week.very.i find myself crying almost everydae.i noe its been equally emotionally draining for You.do you tink those words came out from my mouth so easily?after i said all those,only then,did i feel it weighing down on me.mayb i sound ridiculous.do i?all our sweet happy memories came flooding back to me.but i realised that was e` beginning,where we started off from.soon,our r/s became sth which tied us down so much. i'm reali lost. if i haf anything 2 sae to u,its dat,mayb i shld haf showed more affection towards you,but deep down inside my heart,its there.it stayed,as much as it din seem to.
i haven't trained for three months.i felt shitty.played a frenly game of touch rugby wit NJC on fri.plaed my 1st time afta not training 4 dat long period of time.felt like crap.i was all wrong.i was lousy.the fact dat i din train at all n wenta play.herbie,crashes,rogues left/right.boo to me.inferiority complex suddenly hit me like a big bullet train.everyone was performing up to standard.and me?huffing n puffing like a zero stamina sloth.ok,mayb its due 2 e`fact i haven't trained or do PE 4 like 3mths.but e` reality is right smacked infront of my face."you're lousy ching!" i hate you stupid left ankle.i hope it heals faster.its crash world.
frenly with JJ,RP,AC n SA @ one go on JJ's field on saturdae late morn.omg,e` referees r like shit.lousy.as usual,i din play well.went JP w` ade,char,farah,mj n wen er.ate yummy lor mee.den mj treated us 2 ice cream!watched tv e` whole nite.binged again.ate too much.5 more months to A's.i can't face reality.
love.wad has become of us.
is it mutual?
wad went wrong?
was it just me being over demanding.
maybe.
things was all well,until sch started.
time wasn't on our side.
pulling us down dat deep black hole,
tiring us week by week,
draining our strength away.
tired.dats wad we are.
maybe its less painful like dis.
dat we decided to go our separate ways.
is it for the moment or forever?
emotion rush.
maybe it may sound unbelievable.
i stil love you lummy.
but,having feelings isn't the solution to everything.
take care.love.
the world crumbles down.
freaked out
14 May 2006 9:10:00 am
i'm getting tired.i'm gonnna blast soon.bet u wun be able to believe my binging diet on weekends.
friday: breakfast,
eight chipsmore choc chip cookies (normal big sized ones) , hot & spicy potato chips.
Lunch, tea break:
eight chipsmore choc chip cookies again.
before dinner: 6 pieces of fried new year cake.
so in total,i ate 16 chipsmore cookies today.ok,practically e` whole big packet.grrr.i din feel full afta dat.i'm a pig pig pig. i luv stuffing myself wit food on wkends!! i juz bot double choc chip ice cream n frozen yogurt. honey got me a big big bag of rich dar choc hershey kisses ((: all e`
sinful food.ywummy. n i juz ate KFC ytd nite.ate e` new hot wings n their crispy 2-piece chicken,milo + whipped potato.haha.ytd,was eating madness too.had 8 pieces of yong tau foo,den ate cheese twisties.had bread n twisties 4 2dae's breakie too.dis is madness.i juz luv food.i wanna live in a supermarket. fantasizing over kfc's crispy chicken,ben n jerry's chubby hubby + choc fudge brownie,honey bunches of oats cereal, rich dark choc, choc chip cookies, Lays sour cream n onion. my
sinful cravings! cannot,its sinful,its gluttony.argh.i can't control,its reali like once i start,i can't stop myself from binging,stuffing my mouth wit food,i can't even stop when i feel full.its bad.
baby,thx 4 e` pretty ear-rings.
i'm quite overwhelmed by the amount of work i haf.i juz wasted a whole of ytd.onli did like 3 miserable qns of chem tutorial.pathetic me.wth,its not e time 2 waste away my entire day.how can i afford 2 complete onli three qns in an entire dae?focus,focus.friday was ok,did a phy tutorial n read thru two chapters 4 test on tues.got chem SPA skill A on 2mr.die died dead.
are we reali ready?
i miss you
07 May 2006 10:02:00 pm
cauz you had a bad dayi miss lummy dear.cldn't meet yw dearie 2dae cauz hadta send my notorious sister home since mom hadta go baq 2 church for cell leaders meeting :/ boo. oh man,i reali can't keep up wit work.stayin @ home isn't a solution.i juz dun mugg @ home.ade,date me out on a mugging mission!! gtg alr. happy b'dae dorcas n grace !!! ((:
so where are we now?
