i was wrong all the while
18 March 2006 10:52:00 pm
i was wrong all e whilemugging's been like shit dis whole hols.
omg,i had so mani plans.finish muggin evrythin,do tys,den can go shoppin,sal's party wit dorc n e rest,spend more time wit my boy.wth,n wad did i do? study 3 chapters from morn till evenin.wad a failure.3 chap onli.dats like wth,not even do tys or anithin...i juz wanna kill myself.
i muz chiong.more discipline.my hunger pangs evry
minute ain't helpin.i nd
more
mugger
mojo.dats like MMM. crap.
yw's house durin wkend mon n fri.so sorry.i din mean 2 make u feel guilty dat i'm unable 2 concentrate on my muggin @ ur place.its juz e environ + e fridge n you.haha.i juz accomplish so lil work @ ur place.but its my fault.mine ok? ((: no worries sugar.
went crazy @ kap dat dae.was muggin,but i juz cldn't focus.i was goin @ sucha slow pace.i sat ere 4 3hrs n accomplish nth.so i decided 2 pack up n head home 4 dinner.home is my comfort.e dinner FOOD.ywummy.
ok,i'm quite happy wit my chem,its ok now.organic chem improved abit.did quite alot 4 chem.not tys tho.nvm. but screw econ n phy man.i hope i dun haf anothr break down.mayb i shld juz relax n take it easy.
i feel like i'm alwaes e one @ fault.mayb i'm alwaes e one @ fault.i was all along ur ppl's door mat.was i? i'm alwaes u ppl's shadow,lurkin behind ur.ur sidekick.the introvert that ur dun see.n sometimes i stil tink if i treated u as a door mat.y dis feeling again?feeling of losin your? i lost one alr.do i nd another?why do dey alwaes come n go as tho dey got nth 2 do wit my life.like my life has got nth 2 do wit ur.do i? u said,"frens come n go along e way.some wil stay some wil go". but does evry1 reali hafta leave me 1dae? is dat e reality of life? mayb.so mani qns. its like sec sch life is baq again to haunt me.
i'm sorry.
