enduring pain
25 February 2006 12:26:00 am
enduring pain.juz finished bathin.was out with yw 4 dinner afta training. ((: he gotta bk out juz now in e nite.tot my ankle was ok alr,so i took out e` bandage on tues,now,its gettin from bad 2 worse.its stil swollen n hurts like shit.feels dam tight.argh.juz feel like choppin off my ankle.some ppl kp sayin/teasin dat i fake.fake dat my ankle's stil injured.so i guess i was bein over-sensitive,too self-conscious,thus,i decided 2 take out e bandage.wrong move there.& now my ankle's not healin,all cauz of e` fact i mind wad others say bout me,tho dey may b jokin.hate myself 4 not takin care of my ankle.hate it dat i can play nt wk's frenly against nyjc.hate myself dat my ankle's not healin.hate it dat it hurts like hell.hate it dat i can't train 4 a period of time.hate it dat i can exercise.grrrr.imma big fat complain queen :/ hahai realise my work load is reali pilin up.ok,4 econs,i've been like slpin thru all mdm khoo's lectures.ok,seriously,i do try 2 stay awake so dat i can listen.but i juz CAN'T.ponned a few of econs lectures too. physics-the best.ponn lecture for 3whole topics.i feel like shit now.so much catchin up 2do.n yes,i try very very hard 2 stay awake durin phy since i ponn e lectures,but den,i doze off again.mdm ong muz tink i'm such an ass.tink ms lee is v disappointed in me.she wrote me a small note regardin my bad slpin habit.she told me 2 respect myself by not slpin durin her lessons.i felt so horrid dat she made me realise,i am repeatin exactly wad happened last yr.missing out so mani impt points durin lessons juz cauz i doze off half way. its no use when ppl hit my back 2 wake me up,cauz i juz go right straight baq 2 slumberland.DORC,where r u? ain't u suppose 2 b ere 2 wake me up?no one's wakin me up now.i'm left here 2 die n do my own self study cauz i miss out in lectures n tutorials.dorc,wad u sae was true,u wun b here animore 2 tap me awake,it all depends on myself now..i'm on my own...gonna slp now.2mr got ting's b'dae dinner.my wkend's packed.i can prepare 2 die when i sch starts on mon."so i'm gonna be a nun for the next 8mths n abstain from worldy pleasures"-an advice from denise yeo. yes,i'm gonna b a nun.i'm gonna visit e monastry 2mr.my hot fav.sugar 2 my ears.Free Loop by daniel powterI'm a little used to calling outside your name
I wont see you tonight so I can keep from going insane
But I don't know enough, I get some kinda lazy day
Hey yeah
I've been fabulous through to fight my town a name
I'll be stooped tomorrow if I don't leave as them both the same
But i dont know enough, I get some kinda lazy day
Hey yeah
Cause it's hard for me to lose
In my life I've found only time will tell
And I will figure out that we can baby
We can do a one night stand, yeah
And it's hard for me to lose in my life
I've found outside your skin right near the fire
That we can baby
We can change and feel alright
I'm a little used to wandering outside the rain
You can leave me tomorrow if it suits you just the same
But I don't know enough, i need sun when it leaves the day
Hey yeah
Cause it's hard for me to lose
In my life I've found only time will tell
And I will figure out that we can baby
We can do a one night stand, yeah
And it's hard for me to lose in my life
I've found outside your skin right near the fire
That we can baby
We can change and feel alright
Cause it's hard for me to lose
In my life I've found only time will tell
I will figure out that we can baby
We can do a one night stand, yeah
And it's hard for me to lose in my life
I've found outside your skin right near the fire
That we can baby
We can change and feel alright
Cause it's hard for me to lose
In my life I've found only time will tell
And I will figure out that we can baby
We can do a one night stand, yeah
And it's hard for me to lose in my life
I've found outside your skin right near the fire
That we can baby
We can change and feel alright
